WEEE! I AM BACKKKA! :D

MERRY LATE CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! (:
i am sorry for not posting for a loonnnngggg time. :(
just came back from bangkok. :O
nothing much actually. :(

will upload some pics IF i am not lazy. :O
overall it was a nice trip. :D
everything went well.
omg. the thai food is so damn spicy!

my luggage went lost. that day it's Christmas! O-M-G
airasia. :( thank you jasmineee for sayang me. :D
it's all our new clothes inside. but..
i didn't buy anything coz it's hard for me to try it. :(

we did pray hard. HAHAHA. so...
jasmineee said 99% impossible the bag will come back,
so.. 1% possible. so it did came back. :D
so i want jasmineee and others to know that,
THINK POSITIVE MAN! :D

played RO. LOL ricko helped me lots.
but i died almost 100 times. Oooopssyy.
31st dec got to go to school. :(
wutever. btw, who's going 1u? :O

oh well. holiday is going to end.
shiat. i dun like it.
obviously, i prefer holidays.
ALTHOUGH it's boring. :P

it's 1128pm now. 28/11/09
so zhun rite? i just realize it. LOL.
okay. gtg sleep. nighty nitez peeepz! :D

p/s: i want things go better in 2010!

shanlovesmoon.

when i said i give up, i really meant it.
then suddenly..
my sis told me she downloaded the RO. LOL
so.. 20/12/09 first time play RO. XD

So.. my sis helped me lots! as in ALOT!
and ling and ricko too! :D
i chose swordman.. LOL coz..
it's a secret then. :D

Jasmineee played yesterday too.
and when i told her my character name..
she said she saw me throwing things out.
HAHAHA. i think it's me then. :D

my character is now lvl70. -,-
i know i suck.
ricko said he played since 12..
you know wut?
i actually SEE my sis played since i was 9. XD

okay.. but i don't learn. i am such a lazy bum bumm. (:
ling said she's gonna train me and jasminee today.
but she's still in her refrigerator. cold freezing place. XD

AND!
she said she will laugh her ass off when she plays with me.
SOOOO...
YOU ALL GOTTA SEE HER ASS OFF OKIE?! :D

HAhahaha. :D
cannot wait to play with u guys. (;
tmr going bangkok and..
AERIC! THIS TIME I SIT AIR ASIA OK!! :D
tee-hee. :D

p/s: oh ohh. i caught you! :D

shanlovesyou.

going out to 1u to eat steamboat! :D
johnny's steamboat! (:

ling is in genting now. owh. :D lamfung. (;
and.. jasmineeee! ur blog faster ah! :D
GO GO GO! :P

went to skul today and saw mr syed.
brought the wrong skul fees list back home. -,-
i brought the 2009. ok i suck.

will post something soon but not so fast. :P

HOLIDAYS. :D

nothing much actually. Haha. (:

just to post a proper post since i wrote there i will. :D

this holidays will start on 2nd dec onwards. (;

1st, went to korean restaurant to eat korean food. :P

since my sis likes to eat. :D 

and i'm sure she misses the korean food lots. :D

and then, we went shopping la. but it's seriously boring. :O

coz.. it's just bored. hahah. i want to go shopping more! XD

then, went to watch show. :D named "jump".

we went with our cousins to sing k. and...

the conclusion is.. it sucks. it's in newway. :O

after that, we went back to my hometown.

well well. it's dirty. coz some reasons, no one staying there.

EXCEPT for my granddad. and yea.. he's old. he can't mop rite?

so.. it's DIRTY. we cleaned the whole house. :O

nothing much actually. just feeling happy that sisters are back! :D

yea.. the stupid idiotic sg ppl. passport is driving me crazy!

needa change my birth cert to ic. -,-

the sg girl asked me "do i have an ic? -_-" and she asked me to changed.

now i get scolding badly from my dad. 

and i needa wake up freaking early. wth. -,-

(FYI, i am going bangkok next tuesday till christmas. ;D)

there's some pics down there. so SCROLL DOWN! :P

not going to write any description ald. :P

happy looking! :D

p/s: i wish everything will be fine. :D

shanlovesyou.

this post will end with this picture. :D

HOPE YOU ENJOY IT!

I'M BACKK!! anyone missuass me? XD
I dare you to miss me! HAHHA. btw, just post some pics.
ling, since u wan to see my freaking ugly hair, i'll let u see.
make sure u vomit u faint okie? (;


yea. my freaking ugly hair. /:

chocolates.

chocolates again. :D

p/s: will post a nice one again. :D

shanlovesyou.

Sorry for not posting for sooooo long. i am so sorry!

btw, going back hometown tmr. so technically i wont online for few days.

i know u guys wont miss me. :'( haha. (;

gonna be bored at home. hais. :O btw, wish everyone happy holidays! (:

and got to go to bed now. nighty nitez! FYI, it's 12.14am now. :P

p/s: owh. nyeh nyeh! (:

shanlovesyou.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVELY ZIJIEN SIS! :D

happy 14th birthday yo!! (:
same birthday day with lamfunggggg. :P
hope all your dreams come true!!
although we don't talk much, *but we do*
I STILL LUV YOU! :D
yea. let's go to ur house and make cupcakes again. (:
nyeh nyeh! :D
i hope i wont be the last to wish you! :(
tee-hee. :D saranghaeyooooooooo! :D

p/s: i'm sorry that i didn't blog. blog currently=dead. XD

shanlovesyou.

3 DAYS MORE! :P

eldest sis is back. :P owh. she didn't bring any chocolates back. :(
she brought back TIMTAM!!!! :P omgggg. *drools*
she bought me a supre skirt, headband, and.. dress? :D
:D she brought back books for me lah. -,-
and the whole freaking luggage is useless shirts. -,-

1 more day to go. :O
1 more day to say bye bye to my lonely days.
imagine u, urself alone, looking at 4 pink walls alone.
wth. isn't it sad?
appreciate everything now. :(
if u don't, u will lose it, easily.
i can't wait for tomorrow.
i'm the youngest. that's why i do things that is not dangerous.
just like..
climbing up the ladder to take shuttlecock. :O
what to do? i scared wut. :(
and just like..
lighting up matches. i wont do it. :D
for me. no. coz i am scared too.
then sudd, everyone gone :O
suddenly, i'm alone. alone.

p/s: i can't think of it. the consequences.

shanlovesyou.

3 days and 6 days to go! :D

saw that? :DDDD i took this pic because i passed by there.
wanted to take it last time but everytime didn't pass there.
it's for ling honey! :D ur lam fung ah!! :D
ur honey not bad ey? :DDDD
btw, ling i bet now u are at the airport.
my sister friend also landing today. :D
can't wait for my sister to come back. (:
jasmineeee! (: luv luv!! :D

p/s: can't wait o! :D

shanlovesyou.

Yesterday i just printed out the song that in jasmineee blog.
I tried to play, i succeed! (:
It's nice. but my playing aren't perfect yet. :(
I hope u guys are not angry at me. :(
I dunno. I have the feelings u all are. :(
Btw, if i did sumthing wrong, i'm sorry. :(

p/s: I dunno what makes you all angry at me. :( please don't angry at me kie? :( )

shanlovesyou.

I kinda lost my pendrive. and i used the other one.

i found this..

and this.. (:



Hahaha. last year pic!! (: omg. u should see joyee's form 1 face!! :P
damn cute. (: we are getting older, it's a fact. :O

btw, just needa edi somethings. (edited)
1. my skirt.
2. my cake. (2 pieces or 3 also nvm la. since u can't bring the whole entire cake. /: )
3. my souvenirs from NZ.
4. my FOOD.
5. my J.S BACH BOOK! (u better bring this back!! if i cannot play my diploma piece, I AM GONNA CHOP U INTO PIECES MAN! :P)
6. my hairband.
7. music teacher choc bar. i am gonna rasuah teacher. :P

and.. wait. just let me think....
1 hour past..
2 hours past..
3 hours past..
24 hours past..

FORGET IT LAH! :(
btw, still got 6 days left. and 9 days left. :D

yea. kinda sorry about it ricko. :P
i wont do it again lah. :DDDDD *treat me well* Hahaha
btw, no more sad and angry things. bye bye!! (:
and sorry to jasmineee. everytime make her speechless. :(

1st thing.
EPW! things that u need u must to bring back MY!
1. my skirt.
2. my cake.
3. my souvenirs from NZ.
4. my FOOD.
5. my J.S BACH BOOK! (u better bring this back!! if i cannot play my diploma piece, I AM GONNA CHOP U INTO PIECES MAN! :P)

i think still got lots. just let me think again. :P

this a angry post i think.
to someone,
GET LOST AND DON'T COME BACK!
just know how to hurt ppl's feelings.
if i hurt u how huh?! i bet u'll be cursing me like hell! -,-
u thought u damn great or something is it?!
HUH!
so what if u win me or what.
I DON'T GIVE A FREAKING DAMN!
U USELESS GUY!
u know wut?! U R SO NOT SUITABLE!
my choice is right!!

*sis said cannot curse ppl. try not to swear and try not to curse.*

will post a nice want later. just damn pissed off.

11 days. 14 days. :D

Just to update a bit. :D
feeling better. (:
luv jcps!! the best best friends ever. believe me.
or not... i'll..
chop u, eat u, bakar u, steam u, make u suffer till die. :D
btw, can't wait to see ling's hair!! (:

p/s: omg. can't wait. :D

shanlovesyou.

12 days. 15 days.

i dunno whether u all think i'm stupid or wut.
but.. seriously, isn't it quite obvious?
or maybe i just think too much?
suddenly i think i am just the only girl that is stupid.
u guys talk, laugh, cry, angry together.
where am i? lol. i wont even know y u all laugh, cry, angry etc.
maybe is i think too much again.
but.. my six sense unfortunately is quite zhun. way zhun. /:
i knew something sometimes,
but i wont tell. i dun wan to hurt anyone.
especially my friends. :(
but.. i dunno. u all act like..
makes me think that i'm just a nothing.
nothing......

12 DAYS. 15 DAYS.
NEW MOON IS COMING OUT YO!
yea. in New Zealand. /:
SHIAT.
i kind of lost our twilight outing. :'(((((
and i found it. :D





ling!! still remember? :D that day. it's a failure gathering. /:
Hahahah. oni dylan and farouq. XDDDD
and got one gang beside our table laughed after they saw farouq.
i wonder why. :O
but...
FAROUQ STILL ROCK MAN! (american rocks man! teehee. :D )
he ate all the popcorns.
he seriously like popcorns man! (;
that's my second outing i think.




PSRCA. the new group of this year. (:
we all wore white. we are white. (i am not racist. :D) we love white.
alex. :( i seriously wanted to cry when u said bye bye to me. ):
PSRCA. i rmb last time is PSRC, i still rmb u said u wan to join in.
then we like PSRC(A trial) something like that.
but u're seriously kind and nice. (:
if u change skul, psrca will be gone. :(
no more A in psrca, no more kor kor! :'(

p/s: i hope the results will be ok, please. (:

shanlovesyou.

13 days. 16 days. *loves*
eeeee! why u guys so fast recap wan?!
Hahaha. then i'll be the slowest lah then. (;
school was boring. BORING.
i'm so freaking bored.
CHESS! omg. i hate using my brain. /:
tap tap made my shoulder pain pain.
it's like DAMN PAIN. /:
need to put ubat ald. hahaha. :D
hais. so old ald me. :'(
tmr, last day of school for 2009 man! :D
please bring cam. :O take pics!

i'll make u regret everything u wrote. (;
and..
finally i waited something.
see, i waited for soo long. Hahaha
but i'm not desprate for it.
but u did it first man!!! means i'm still pro. XD
I STILL ROCK! :D

p/s: please, oh please, make sure they do well in their finals. (;

shanlovesyou.

None of us is going to skul.
we are such a lazy bummy bum. :D

btw, (swear) u lah! u go die lah!
u thought u very rich is it?!
u go buy lah then! shit u lah!
i dunno how "...." will stay with u for so long lah!
if i'm her ah! i will kick ur ass and throw u away lah!
-.- stupid lah u. pissing ppl off is ur talent lah is it?!
whatever.

THANK YOU JASMINEEEE!!!
omg. thank you for sayang me when i'm pissed.
seriously. i damn freaking hate that stupid guy.
he's such and ars. /:

still got 14 days and 17 days to go!!!! weeeeee! :D
OMGGGG. see that!?! it's like 2 weeks to go!!!!!!
can't wait to see u two! mwaahahaha.
although the time i spend with u all it's like oni 13-14 years.
as in the WHOLE year can see you all,
its aren't long and its aren't short. :(
i miss you all. :'( shan shan miss you all.

p/s: hope everything will be fine. (:

shanlovesyou.

first picture. concert day. 2008.
second picture. concert day. 2009.
everything changed. time flies.
i hope. i wish. i want.
oh forget it.
yes. i suck. i know.
I DUNNO LAH!

wth. i hate it. u getting further away.
yea. i try to make u happy. but at last?
nothing. nothing happen. am i useless?
yes maybe i am.

when u're sad, i tried my very best to cheer u.
when u're angry, i tried my very best to make u happy.
because i don't wan to lose u. :(
suddenly, u are too far. way too far away from me.
i can't catch up. i miss u. :(

darlingggg! thanks for sayang-ing me. (:
thank you soooo much! :D
luv u always. (:
honey!! see u on friday. :P
jcps. never change. i hope.

p/s: good luck to you all. (: luv u all.

shanlovesmoon.

this the shirts i wore. /:
no more shirts ah! :( the brace so big big!! :'(
outing. sucks? :P finally we can get our lala pictures.
first of all, i wanna say sorry to my honey. sorry. :(
coz i ditch u and find my lovely toilet. :(
sorry. i was finding u, but i thought u were with the guys.
2012. ish. ain't nice. :( maybe it's just.. sitting problems.
tooooo near. :'( hais.


HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY MY PET LITTLE BROTHER!
(don't have his pic since my comp kena virus.) :(
i miss u! :( never see u for a long time ald. :(
can u guys be happy? :(
three blogs.
all f word. almost the whole post. :'(
btw, HAPPY 3rd ANNIVERSARY Jasmineee! :P
my blog is dead dead and dead!
because i watched a show and i finally finished watching it!!!
and i ditched my blog. :D
tee-hee!! :D
2-3 weeks more to go!!!
good luck my 2nd sister!!!!! :D

p/s: u r getting further and further to me. i hate it.

shanlovesmoon.

What if, a prince cannot be together with his princess?
What if, a princess cannot be together with her prince?
What if, the one should be together can't be together?
I was crying like what oni. reading a book. :D
and.. it makes me think of that. :D
omgggg. just went 1u just now.
SHOPPING! (ponteng duty. so yeah. :D)
went to skul this morning. and tommy was like...
"eh Pei Shan so cute!"
my mum was there.
and.. she was like asking me who is this and that.
and i needa explain to her. dunno how many times. :O
saw ling ling. :D and her sista! (:
ling ling cut her hair! and i saw it!! weeee! :D
saw chong. and ah! chong go n sit beside me.
chong so brave. i was like.. "errrrrr.."
luckily my mum din ask me why is he sitting beside me. :D
AND! joyee and lex talked to me. my expression was like...
"heh.heh.heh."
i dun even dare to talk to them. i am super good girl. :D
i dun wan to explain again and again. /:
btw, chong brother is so CUTE! omggggg.
CCL said that he will gimme his brother. :P
and his brother is holding a nintendo ds and it's baby blue color!
and.. and.. and..
he spoke cantonese with chong chong! OMGGG!
is so cute! :P btw, 1u has cotton on now!
oh yea. they rock. i wish 1u got supre man! :D
bought 2 books again. :'( can't control myself. :(
bought vest for my two cousin brother and 1 jacket for my sister.
can't wait them to come back MY!!! ;D
(i'm so gonna squeeze with u guys in a queen size bed.)
I DON'T CARE!! :P

p/s: i want to be a determine person. :D

shanlovesyou.

HAPPY 54th BIRTHDAY DADDY! :D

i love you daddy! :D you are the best dad ever! (:

u r so kind, so loving to us.

we, the three sisters love u always.

this year, i feel so sad.

oni 3 of us singing happy birthday song.

so quiet. very quiet.

i miss, those time my sisters are here.

i miss, those time we spent together in DAORAE.

i miss, those time we go shopping together.

i miss, all those noise in the house.

btw, hope all ur dreams come true dad! :D

you know we love you always. (:

ling, be brave. u can do it.

i know u can. believe in urself.

u know they suck.

they didn't use their own freaking brain.

but u did.

u won the game. but not them.

they are useless.

be happy. don't let ur honey cry ah. :'(

p/s: i hope you all can tahan the stress. don't give up.

shanlovesyou.

GOOD LUCK TO YOU TWO, beloved sisters! :D
didn't go to skul. yea. because went shopping!!
i kind of clean my room. :(
FULL OF DUST!
it's like the life brief candle from shakespeare man! :P
dusty death. oops. XD
HAHAHA. i wanna see the BI performance lah! :(
went 1u today. tee-hee :D
bought present for my dad. he's b'day tmr. :D
it's a RED tie. (:
hope he likes it.
today i didn't buy any books! BIG achivement! (:
next time. 1 year. maximum 10 books. :D
HAHAHA. i hate cleaning my room. seriously!! :(
next time i'm so gonna wait till my sisters to clean with me. XD

p/s: please give them good results. (:

shanlovesyou.

那一扇车门

关出我们的裂痕

一声就震断了回头的路程

爱无法均分

以后就留给你们

也许用伤害结束爱才更动人

容忍的人其实并不笨

只是宁可对自己残忍

既然爱不能恒温

祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人也是个坏人

对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔

不能放任所以放了

这点痛我还能忍

我是好人也是个坏人

分得够狠你才有借口转身

宁愿爱一点不剩

也不忍看恋人爱成路人

三个人从不对等

总有个人必须牺牲

永恒就等他带你完成

你是好人也是个坏人

对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔

不能放任所以放了

这点痛我还能忍

我是好人也是个坏人

分得够狠你才有借口转身

宁愿爱一点不剩

也不忍看恋人爱成路人

宁愿爱一点不剩

也不忍看恋人爱成路人

i like this song. kind of nice. (:

just read the one that i bold or changed the color.

i like songs that got meanings. :D

it's like.. really really nice.

it's from a tv show. channel 317 7.00pm.

but i dun like it. everytime i watch, i sure will feel like crying.

you know why?

because the brother in the show is so good to the sister.

but.. i think i got two sisters are better. maybe?

i dunno why i want a brother so much.

oh gosh. can someone tell me? prove me? that having a brother is worse?!

btw, not going to skul tmr. :(

short post for today.

just wanna wish my two lovely sisters, GOOD LUCK! do ur best! (:

p/s: i wish my sisters will do well in their finals. :D

shanlovesyou.

SOMEONE. RUINED. MY. DAY.

I hate u! u stupid idiotic person. :( i hate u!
U are such a idiot person. $(E@(#&)*#^!*#!(&)(^!# *no swearing.*
who cares lah. i got my daddy ricko. he rocks lah!
if we have the chance to vs u, i am so gonna use all my skills to beat u.
i mean it! i even thought before how to smash.
but.. i still couldn't find the answer. :(
whatever. i.er.pei.shan.does.not.give.a.damn.on.you!
but we are still friends. so yea. i will forgive u IF u say sorry.
but, u didn't. is sorry such a hard word to say out?!
why none of u all want to say sorry?!
although they said sorry no cure. but sometimes it does cure ppl's heart.
not going/going? to skul tmr. i dunno. :(

p/s: i just wan a simple life.

shanlovesyou.

My neighbour. :D

They said the guy beside me is leng zhai. okay. /:

Isn't he cute? he's a twins. :DDDD

I kind of changed my blog because i hate BLACK. okay i am not racist! :P i just dun like it. black looks so sad. i love white. and baby pink. :D white rocks. no more blue. Hahaha.

This is yesterday pictures. still got lots. but.. i dun wan to upload it.
i look hideous in every single pictures. -..-
i am so not going to take pictures ald. :( hais. :(

Short post for today. hate to redo my lovely blog. :(

p/s: i hope everyone is happy. so am i. :D

shanlovesyou.

CANCER - The Protector

Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic. :D

STARBUCKS! is my first time drinking it. :DDD

LOUIS VUITTON! :D for my aunty. :D

HAPPY LATE HALLOWEEEEEEN PEEPS!!!!

yesterday went to KLCC. :O nothing much there.
went LV shop. to buy something for my aunty in NZ. :D
yesterday went to my neighbour house to eat. :P
my friends in there like gila with leng zhai.
kept on taking pictures with the guy they so call leng zhai.
HAHAHA. but we have fun really. (:
ling and jasmineee went AAR concert.
they have fun there i think?
EXCEPT for ling honey. HAHAHA.
be happy lah! (:

p/s: 1 more month to go. :O

shanlovesyou.

last year? failure outing. :D oni dylan, farouq, ling and me went. :D *twilight*

4/4/2009 *ricko's and ling's b'day*

When will be another outing? :D

i wanna go 1u la. :( hais. evertime jcps got one or two sure busy. hmph!
i wan to go take lala pictures lah! :S
hais. the last outing is when ah? alex one? or ricko's wan? :O
i rmb got one time i am sick and i forced almost all of them to go to food court makan.
HAHAHA. i am so sorry dei. :D
i still rmb i feel like peeing in the middle of the show..
and zijuin so good! she scared i will lost and she go and find me.
but i didn't see her too. oya! i asked ricko to go with me to the toilet.
THANK YOU DADA! :D
HAHAHAH! so sorry ricko! (: rmb that we went to the wrong place too? :P
sweet sweet memories. :D i wanna go 1u with u guys lah. :(
see! i posted a quite long post! (: imma good girl. tee-hee.

p/s: i wan time flies. :D

shanlovesyou.

still got two more days.
then my dad is back.
i am a mad girl ald.
i hate reading a book within 2 days.
i hate it. :(
coz..
it's like it's useless to buy some books that i read very fast.
i dunno. but..
i can't tahan. :(
didn't go to skul today.
oni jasmine went for jcps. :(
i'm sorry. will post a long long long wan soon. :D

Majlis perpisahan.
kind of regret never go.
but hais. i think next year i wont go too.
(: but today went ou.
i got the korean actor paper file.
no regrets. HAhaha (:
bought a book. written by LJ smith.
and bought a bookmark looks like ling's wan.
but mine is four leave clover. :D
oya, FINALS OVER!
OLALALA!
let's go 1u!!! let's make jasmineee ponteng cambridge again!
MWAHAHAHAHAH. *evil*

will write a proper post VERY VERY SOON.
tmnet, internet. got problem. damn it!

Losing everything is at the same time the scariest,
as well as the most liberating experience you can have.
When you have something, - anything,
you've got to protect it from disappearing.
And so worry becomes a resident in your heart.
When you've got nothing,
your heart overflows with gratitude for every offering you receive.

err.. errr.. errrr..
i think it's true. very true. yea lah!
i copied from facebook lah! XD
i kno i suck lah! Hahah. (:
but.. but.. but..
is true.
i mean..
i meann..
i meannn..
it's just exactly what i am thinking during the exams.
teehee.
jasmineee! zara! crystal!
still wanna a big fat slappy? XDDDD

p/s: omg. i hope everything goes well. (:

shanlovesyou.

SHIAT. CAN'T WAIT TILL FRIDAY MANNN!

have bm today? was really really really bad. :(
i dunno how to say actually.
didn't really study hard this finals. :'(
ling slept almost all the time in school.
btw, ling! ur pet brother finding u just now. (:
u kno who am i talking bout yea? :D
jasmineee, dun ever think that u got 60+ for ur maths.
or not....
hmm-mm..
2 starbucks man! :D
btw, tmr is eng and geo. damn it!
don't feel like studying ald.
lifeless now.
oya! got 93 for my maths. shiat shiat shiat.
I SHOULD BEAT U IAN! SHIAT U!!!!! XD
no fair! :( but i still think i am smarter than u.
Mwahahahahh! :D
coz i dun have tuition! (:
sorry jasmineee! can't say bye bye to u just now.
u lah! 5 minutes=15 minutes. i balik ald lor by the time.
hais. :( i hate pepper spray! SERIOUSLY!
chong u suck!! u made me cried for nothing! :'(
my throat hurts. :(
AWWWW. :'(

p/s: please. please. please. (: hope dreams come true. :D

shanlovesyou.

WEEEE! GUESS WHAT?!
i saw zijien and her brother yesterday!! :D
in desa park city. can't believe it! (:
we got fate yea? :D
it's like..
i smsed zijien..
"hey! i'm just at the back of ur house."
"oh! i'm in desa park city too!."
i was like where are u lah...
bla bla bla..
then sudd. she said "i saw u"
i was like wth?! WHERE THE H*LL ARE U LAH!
then i finally saw her.
buying ice-cream with her bro.
eat too much afterwards cannot wear ur mp dress then u kno ah! XD
at last..
she told me she's going to mp.
*burst out crying* :'(
know my sej marks. 63.
whatever. maan got 71. can't believe it.
shiat him man! :DDDDDD
I LUV U JASMINEE DARLING AND LING HONEY! :DDDD

p/s: i hope i will get better results. (:

shanlovesyou.

15/10/09

Friday. it's a school holiday. didn't go anywhere.
but..
at home baking.
new recipe. haha. (:
oreo muffins. and lots of choc rice in it.
so, it's like choc muffins. :D
i kno u want it!! I mean u guys wan it! :)
up there is the pics i took.
anddd..
nothing happen today. (:
so..
tata!:D
short post. :D

p/s: i wish. i hope. i want.

shanlovesyou.

OMG ling just cut her hand.
hopes she's okay.
why everyone says i act like a mum?
ling said that.
aeric said that.
ms yoga said that.
ms yoga said i will be a good mum next time.
HAHAHA! :D
should i be proud? or not. XD

SHIAT THAT SDO. :(

I wanna play my sdo!! :( then cannot play. what is this la.
why so cacat wan?! ishhhh! %#(&%(#(&%)#%(
im a good girl.
Maths test today. was bad. really bad. really really bad. XD
careless mistakes. 3 x 3=6. AHHH!!!
wanted to get 100 dei. stupid me. (:
mandarin was ok? haha. not easy and not hard. =P
something big happen today. i hope u guys dun do that again.
it's not fair to those that nvr do!! :X NO FAIR NO FAIR!
tee-hee.
i wan to play that sdo lah. damnnnnn.
we got holidays. 4 days. WEEE! after that...
F-R-E-E-D-O-M!
then got MP. hais. i wanna go dei! :( but my mum dun let.
i kno u guys wanna me go lehhhh~~~ XD
(perasan-inggggg.)
can't wait to go out with u guys again! :D
and...
can't wait time flies till next friday afternoon!! :DDDDDD

p/s: hope i can get good results in finals. (:

shanlovesyou.

FINAL EXAMS.

oh my gosh. final exams. tmr is sejarah. shiat!
see! i didn't even study. tee-hee. on9-ing leyh! (:
science was bad? ms devi was angry of us. :(
MS DEVI I LUV U!! BE HAPPY! :D
art...... the worst. i think? colin put all B. LOL he's too smart i think.
hmm. oya! i slept after doing my art paper.
and... u kno wut?
when i woke up, i saw my saliva in my answer sheet. XD
Hahahaha. okok. disgusting! i kno i kno. (:
good luck everyone! :) hope u guys will get good results! :D
have a new dada. but i dunno is permanent or temporally. hais.
tee-hee. u two make a perfect couple. :D
Oya! congratulations all the PMR students! freedom yea? :)

p/s: i wan good results. it's more than enough.

shanlovesyou.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AARONNNNN LEWWWWW! (:

happy birthday my beloved "dahlingggggg". Hahaha. :D
Sorry for posting late post. sorryyyy! :)
hope u have a wonderful day that day. and hope ALL ur dreams come true! (:
u promised me u will tell me hu do u like. owh. u're going to tell me first rite?
tee-hee. (: btw, gonna give u late present. hope u wont mind. (:
oh. new daddy right? coz mummy and daddy together. Oopss.
so fast betray me ah!! so fast go and find another girl ald ah!!
tee-hee. (: kidding kidding. XD

shanlovesyou.

Sumimasen, Aishiteru.

Saw this in a newspaper. it's actually a book. yea.
and.. it wrote that..
there's a guy and a girl.
and.. andd... anddd....
oopss. sorry i didn't read in details so i don't know.
but...
i kno something! XD
sumimasen, aishiteru it means sorry, i love you and it means 对不起，我爱你.
it says the guy said to the girl 'i love you.'
but the girl said to the guy 'i'm sorry.'
sad story yea? :'(
got my freaking grade 8 paper. /:
the worst nightmare. :'(
it's seriously bad. feel like throwing the paper out of my house. !(*$#)(%#(&#%)(%
here's the results.

A piece: 23/30

B piece: 20/30 (i hate the examiner now. @#^@$^*@^*$@)

C piece: 24/30

Scales: 16/21

Sight reading: 15/21

Aural: 14/18

Total: 112

A pass! -,- i hate it.

I cried for that marks. unexpected.

but also expected. :(

whatever. it's over.

play well in diploma is my next goal for my piano.

p/s: i hope i can get good marks in my final exams. please. (:

shanlovesyou.

FORGIVE AND FORGET.

i am trying to forgive u and forget what u have done to me!

i found out something big! i am so kind nowadays. if not.. the real me..

i shall say..

GET LOST! oops. i mean. GO AWAY!

but..

i didn't say it. (:

coz..

i am not like u so bad. hurting people. (:

i care for ur feelings! i made myself cry rather than i make u cry!

sumimasen, aishiteru.

p/s: i hope i'm wrong about that.


shanlovesyou.