last year? failure outing. :D oni dylan, farouq, ling and me went. :D *twilight*

4/4/2009 *ricko's and ling's b'day*

When will be another outing? :D

i wanna go 1u la. :( hais. evertime jcps got one or two sure busy. hmph!
i wan to go take lala pictures lah! :S
hais. the last outing is when ah? alex one? or ricko's wan? :O
i rmb got one time i am sick and i forced almost all of them to go to food court makan.
HAHAHA. i am so sorry dei. :D
i still rmb i feel like peeing in the middle of the show..
and zijuin so good! she scared i will lost and she go and find me.
but i didn't see her too. oya! i asked ricko to go with me to the toilet.
THANK YOU DADA! :D
HAHAHAH! so sorry ricko! (: rmb that we went to the wrong place too? :P
sweet sweet memories. :D i wanna go 1u with u guys lah. :(
see! i posted a quite long post! (: imma good girl. tee-hee.

p/s: i wan time flies. :D

shanlovesyou.

still got two more days.
then my dad is back.
i am a mad girl ald.
i hate reading a book within 2 days.
i hate it. :(
coz..
it's like it's useless to buy some books that i read very fast.
i dunno. but..
i can't tahan. :(
didn't go to skul today.
oni jasmine went for jcps. :(
i'm sorry. will post a long long long wan soon. :D

Majlis perpisahan.
kind of regret never go.
but hais. i think next year i wont go too.
(: but today went ou.
i got the korean actor paper file.
no regrets. HAhaha (:
bought a book. written by LJ smith.
and bought a bookmark looks like ling's wan.
but mine is four leave clover. :D
oya, FINALS OVER!
OLALALA!
let's go 1u!!! let's make jasmineee ponteng cambridge again!
MWAHAHAHAHAH. *evil*

will write a proper post VERY VERY SOON.
tmnet, internet. got problem. damn it!

Losing everything is at the same time the scariest,
as well as the most liberating experience you can have.
When you have something, - anything,
you've got to protect it from disappearing.
And so worry becomes a resident in your heart.
When you've got nothing,
your heart overflows with gratitude for every offering you receive.

err.. errr.. errrr..
i think it's true. very true. yea lah!
i copied from facebook lah! XD
i kno i suck lah! Hahah. (:
but.. but.. but..
is true.
i mean..
i meann..
i meannn..
it's just exactly what i am thinking during the exams.
teehee.
jasmineee! zara! crystal!
still wanna a big fat slappy? XDDDD

p/s: omg. i hope everything goes well. (:

shanlovesyou.

SHIAT. CAN'T WAIT TILL FRIDAY MANNN!

have bm today? was really really really bad. :(
i dunno how to say actually.
didn't really study hard this finals. :'(
ling slept almost all the time in school.
btw, ling! ur pet brother finding u just now. (:
u kno who am i talking bout yea? :D
jasmineee, dun ever think that u got 60+ for ur maths.
or not....
hmm-mm..
2 starbucks man! :D
btw, tmr is eng and geo. damn it!
don't feel like studying ald.
lifeless now.
oya! got 93 for my maths. shiat shiat shiat.
I SHOULD BEAT U IAN! SHIAT U!!!!! XD
no fair! :( but i still think i am smarter than u.
Mwahahahahh! :D
coz i dun have tuition! (:
sorry jasmineee! can't say bye bye to u just now.
u lah! 5 minutes=15 minutes. i balik ald lor by the time.
hais. :( i hate pepper spray! SERIOUSLY!
chong u suck!! u made me cried for nothing! :'(
my throat hurts. :(
AWWWW. :'(

p/s: please. please. please. (: hope dreams come true. :D

shanlovesyou.

WEEEE! GUESS WHAT?!
i saw zijien and her brother yesterday!! :D
in desa park city. can't believe it! (:
we got fate yea? :D
it's like..
i smsed zijien..
"hey! i'm just at the back of ur house."
"oh! i'm in desa park city too!."
i was like where are u lah...
bla bla bla..
then sudd. she said "i saw u"
i was like wth?! WHERE THE H*LL ARE U LAH!
then i finally saw her.
buying ice-cream with her bro.
eat too much afterwards cannot wear ur mp dress then u kno ah! XD
at last..
she told me she's going to mp.
*burst out crying* :'(
know my sej marks. 63.
whatever. maan got 71. can't believe it.
shiat him man! :DDDDDD
I LUV U JASMINEE DARLING AND LING HONEY! :DDDD

p/s: i hope i will get better results. (:

shanlovesyou.

15/10/09

Friday. it's a school holiday. didn't go anywhere.
but..
at home baking.
new recipe. haha. (:
oreo muffins. and lots of choc rice in it.
so, it's like choc muffins. :D
i kno u want it!! I mean u guys wan it! :)
up there is the pics i took.
anddd..
nothing happen today. (:
so..
tata!:D
short post. :D

p/s: i wish. i hope. i want.

shanlovesyou.

OMG ling just cut her hand.
hopes she's okay.
why everyone says i act like a mum?
ling said that.
aeric said that.
ms yoga said that.
ms yoga said i will be a good mum next time.
HAHAHA! :D
should i be proud? or not. XD

SHIAT THAT SDO. :(

I wanna play my sdo!! :( then cannot play. what is this la.
why so cacat wan?! ishhhh! %#(&%(#(&%)#%(
im a good girl.
Maths test today. was bad. really bad. really really bad. XD
careless mistakes. 3 x 3=6. AHHH!!!
wanted to get 100 dei. stupid me. (:
mandarin was ok? haha. not easy and not hard. =P
something big happen today. i hope u guys dun do that again.
it's not fair to those that nvr do!! :X NO FAIR NO FAIR!
tee-hee.
i wan to play that sdo lah. damnnnnn.
we got holidays. 4 days. WEEE! after that...
F-R-E-E-D-O-M!
then got MP. hais. i wanna go dei! :( but my mum dun let.
i kno u guys wanna me go lehhhh~~~ XD
(perasan-inggggg.)
can't wait to go out with u guys again! :D
and...
can't wait time flies till next friday afternoon!! :DDDDDD

p/s: hope i can get good results in finals. (:

shanlovesyou.

FINAL EXAMS.

oh my gosh. final exams. tmr is sejarah. shiat!
see! i didn't even study. tee-hee. on9-ing leyh! (:
science was bad? ms devi was angry of us. :(
MS DEVI I LUV U!! BE HAPPY! :D
art...... the worst. i think? colin put all B. LOL he's too smart i think.
hmm. oya! i slept after doing my art paper.
and... u kno wut?
when i woke up, i saw my saliva in my answer sheet. XD
Hahahaha. okok. disgusting! i kno i kno. (:
good luck everyone! :) hope u guys will get good results! :D
have a new dada. but i dunno is permanent or temporally. hais.
tee-hee. u two make a perfect couple. :D
Oya! congratulations all the PMR students! freedom yea? :)

p/s: i wan good results. it's more than enough.

shanlovesyou.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AARONNNNN LEWWWWW! (:

happy birthday my beloved "dahlingggggg". Hahaha. :D
Sorry for posting late post. sorryyyy! :)
hope u have a wonderful day that day. and hope ALL ur dreams come true! (:
u promised me u will tell me hu do u like. owh. u're going to tell me first rite?
tee-hee. (: btw, gonna give u late present. hope u wont mind. (:
oh. new daddy right? coz mummy and daddy together. Oopss.
so fast betray me ah!! so fast go and find another girl ald ah!!
tee-hee. (: kidding kidding. XD

shanlovesyou.

Sumimasen, Aishiteru.

Saw this in a newspaper. it's actually a book. yea.
and.. it wrote that..
there's a guy and a girl.
and.. andd... anddd....
oopss. sorry i didn't read in details so i don't know.
but...
i kno something! XD
sumimasen, aishiteru it means sorry, i love you and it means 对不起，我爱你.
it says the guy said to the girl 'i love you.'
but the girl said to the guy 'i'm sorry.'
sad story yea? :'(
got my freaking grade 8 paper. /:
the worst nightmare. :'(
it's seriously bad. feel like throwing the paper out of my house. !(*$#)(%#(&#%)(%
here's the results.

A piece: 23/30

B piece: 20/30 (i hate the examiner now. @#^@$^*@^*$@)

C piece: 24/30

Scales: 16/21

Sight reading: 15/21

Aural: 14/18

Total: 112

A pass! -,- i hate it.

I cried for that marks. unexpected.

but also expected. :(

whatever. it's over.

play well in diploma is my next goal for my piano.

p/s: i hope i can get good marks in my final exams. please. (:

shanlovesyou.

FORGIVE AND FORGET.

i am trying to forgive u and forget what u have done to me!

i found out something big! i am so kind nowadays. if not.. the real me..

i shall say..

GET LOST! oops. i mean. GO AWAY!

but..

i didn't say it. (:

coz..

i am not like u so bad. hurting people. (:

i care for ur feelings! i made myself cry rather than i make u cry!

sumimasen, aishiteru.

p/s: i hope i'm wrong about that.


shanlovesyou.

i wan 2 play! :'( mooncake festival.. I miss.
I wan 2 take candles n stuff too.
I wan 2 sit dwn n look at d moon.
I love moon. Shanshan loves moon.
Juz came back fr johor. Everythg went fine.
Have a pass 4 my grd 8 piano. Congratz sarah chan! She gt a distintion. Oya! N kah mun n ir...shadi! Y am i d worse wan always? :'(
Dun hav d mood 2 write.
Btw, my spine kind of improve. Last time is 20 now is 10. Big improvement yea? :/

P/s: i hope u know wut is friend. I mean best friend.

shanlovesyou.