shanlovesyou.

2011-06-20T18:58:00.002+08:00

IDIOT. just go jump down the hill.

since when we betrayed you?!

You're just thinking too much.

sensitive. or just misunderstanding.

NEVER EVER WANT TO TALK TO YOU AGAIN.

Don't mind losing such an idiot stupid friend.

That never talk to us and discuss to us the problems.

Yes, i'm pissed after reading your blog.

2011-04-21T21:39:00.002+08:00

Examination: DipLCM piano performance.

Time: 21/4/2011.

Venue: Wagner music shop.

Time: 4pm-4.30pm

Good luck to myself. Hope I pass my exam! :)

The examiner was kind. Viva voce makes me be a total idiot in front of the examiner.

My sight reading was okay. BUT, i played wrong chord at the ending. *screw it.*

Justin Bieber came! :D

Siewling, Jasmine and Ian went together and watch him.

I bet they are screaming now like crazy people now. HAHA.

Tomorrow I'm going to Sunway with all my crazy friends! :)

Can't wait to see you all there!

p/s: First time going ice-skating! :) DO NOT PUSH ME. :(

shanlovesyou.

2011-04-07T21:11:00.002+08:00

To: You

I didn't know you live like that. :(

I hope you'll be alright in your new school.

Be brave boy. Be strong.

Learn for the wrong and treat it as an important lesson in life.

By the way, I am so happy and glad to know you in this life. :)

Love,

Shanshan. :)

2011-03-31T23:19:00.005+08:00

WELCOME BACK! :)

CHANGED MY BLOG SKIN!
And its presentable now! :)
What do you guys think? It's not private anymore! ^^

April Fool is tomorrow! Anyone in mind to fool with?

Blog will not be updated so soon. D:

I AM SO LAZY NOW. too bad.

It's late. Night night! Sweet dreams people! :)

p/s: I hope my assessment 2 results will be okay. :(

shanlovesyou.

2010-06-22T17:19:00.002+08:00

Oh screw it! Damn it.

My old background is gone! wtf weih. *sorry for swearing* :(

How can it be gone?! URGH.

School reopens! YAY or maybe not. :(

Didn't go to school yesterday due to me having food poisoning. /:

I fainted. :/ Daddy carried me up. LOVE YOU DADDY! *muacks*

I got food poisoning. I think it's because of the kimchi i ate the day before. :O

FINALLY.

Got all my marks today. 2A's all 5B's. Shitty right. -,-

Aikss. Parents teacher meet is like this Saturday or maybe next Saturday.

OH SHIAT. Im so screwed. -,-

By the way, school sucks. :(

Koreans are GONNA CONQUER MY WHOLE SCHOOL.

Everywhere i see is koreans, koreans, and koreans.

Im counting BABE! 8 days to go! :D

Can't wait. seriously. :O

Im getting older. Is it a bad thing? I think it is! XD

But everyone is counting PMR days.

ARE YOU COUNTING?? :O tee-hee. :)

p/s: i hope my wishes come true! <3

shanlovesyou.

2010-05-31T18:29:00.002+08:00

Mid-term exams going on. :)

What else will i say except for saying i screwed the whole thing.

I don't understand why i did careless mistakes,

But, everyone makes mistakes isn't it?

No one is perfect in this world.

I got back some of my paper. B as usual.

I wanted to get an A for my maths but i failed. /:

It's freaking hard and i don't even know how to do.

Plus, my brain stopped working on that day, that time, that paper.

I was so sad during my weekends but what to do? It's over. OVER.

What to do. It's all my fault. :(

I felt sorry for them. You two did make a good couple.

A perfect one, although i don't even know who are you. :)

Be happy girl, guy who doesn't appreciate you are an ars.

Be happy guy, girl who doesn't appreciate you because that girl think that you are an ars.

Awww. Sorry guys. I support girls. Girls rule. :D

Oh ya, saying about girls and guys. STOP BEING SEX-IST.

What's wrong with being a girl but not a guy?

A girl can't rule a company? Do you think so?

NOT kays. Stop thinking like that.

That's old-fashioned thinking. We are living in the 21st century already!

Aiksss. Shall stop right now. GUESS WHAT.

I'LL SHOW YOU WE CAN DO IT.

We will try to do it, we WILL do it.

I say it, i mean it.

I miss you ling, i bet you will be happy after seeing this post.

HAhaha. :) i really do, my honey.

I am sooo proud to have you as my honey. :D

Since senior 1. Those were the days.

I miss it, do you?

p/s: i hope i can get good results in my mid-term exams.

shanlovesyou.

2010-05-09T12:39:00.003+08:00

OMG. STRESS DEI.

I'll talk bout yesterday. I AM EXHAUSTED seriously.

9.45am- ling sms-ed me. woke up prepare to go to carnival.

10.10am- walked to school.

11.40am- walked back home.

12pm- aunty fetched me to tuition.

5.25pm- tuition end.

8.30pm- went tuition AGAIN.

10pm- came back from tuition.

AIKS. SEE! It's a freaking saturday and i need to go to tuition for 8 hours.

urgh. ANDDDD pleaseee daddy! i want to go to shanghai. :D

Oh btw, i am officially a braces girl. :O

I am wearing body brace and braces. wonderful isn't it?!

need to wait till 17 years old then FREEDOMM! :D

p/s: i hope i can get good results in pmr. :)

shanlovesyou.

2010-05-03T18:05:00.003+08:00

I'll blog a short post. :)

Stupid projects. Sejarah, Kemahiran Hidup and Geography.

How we study la! ish.

Still got 2 more days. till.. suffer time! /:

Mid-term exam is coming. SHIAT.

By the way, JCPS is still the best. :D

we laugh and talk like nobody business.

and..

I WANT TO GO SHOPPING LA! benci betul. :(

oh btw, my maths tuition teacher taught me something,

wanna know?? :)

S=I:O if i am not mistaken. this is the formula.

wanna know how to remember?? XD

THINK ABOUT IT MAN! it's something sick k.

but i bet you can remember it for your whole entire life if you know what is it means. :)

it's form 3 chapter 8 graph formula i think.

*tell me if you freaking wanna know*

HAHAHAHA. :D

p/s: wish me luck in my mid-term exams. :)

shanlovesyou.

2010-04-17T11:08:00.003+08:00

I shall now post. :D excited to know what am gonna post?!

let me tell you naw!

i am going to post about a BIATCH first. :D

maybe this biatch should be happy that SHE get a chance to appear in my blog. XD

she is totally an ars. :)

she biatch about me to her friends.

she even biatch her BFF in front of me!

WONDERFUL BIATCH. :)

i shall not say anything. it's your mouth and i wont do anything to you.

i understand that..

TWO BLACKS DON'T MAKE A WHITE!

don't understand? google it. :)

but, two negatives make a positive! :O it's different then. :)

let me post bout something nice. :D

YOU KNOW WHAT?

extraction FINISHED!

rubber band --> BRACES! omg. :O

last saturday,

went outing with JCS! finally JCPS went out together! tee-hee. :)

after 3 years! can you imagine it?!

wanna see those pictures? i don't have it. :(

i only have one!

TA-DA!

this the only picture i have. actually i curi from my honey. :)

so, nothing's up. :) honey's 15th birthday is coming! :D

pat=red beans? LOL. :D

to my "best friend": thank you for everything you biatch about me. I'll just take it as a compliment. :D i don't have 25 hours and it's stupid to waste my time on someone like you that only know how to biatch about people. don't doubt girl, it's you. although i know you wont see my blog, but it's just you. :)

p/s: i hope everything goes fine. :)

shanlovesyou.

2010-04-01T21:07:00.003+08:00

APRIL 1st 2010.

BOOOO. April fool! :) having fun? uh-uh. i am bored.

It has been weeks i never update my beloved blog. XD

So now i'd decided to blog. Assessment 2 just over. Results were really really bad. /:

I had all B for all subjects and C for english and kh I THINK.

The only subject i am proud of is maths. :)

Mid-term exam is coming soon too. And i am still fooling around. :O

Too many birthdays to post so i decided not to post about it. SORRY. :(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! :) WISH ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE! :D

31st January--> Sarah Chan.

3rd Febuary--> Aeric Tam and Chong Chong.

23rd Febuary--> Jo Yee.

13th March--> Maanraj.

25th March--> Sze Mei.

29th March--> Ian Ho.

30th March--> Xin Yin.

31st March--> Bryan Boo.

This evening someone called. Scroll down and read. :) It's stiupid. :O

It's a call by xxxxx. :D

x: Hello. Hello. Hello. Who are you?

shan: Hi? Im Pei Shan.

x: Hello? Who ar? Where you study ar?

shan: -,- The prefect la. and *school name*

x: Oh who are you ar?

shan: Pei Shan la urghhh!

x: Okay bye i don't want to waste my credit. wth? -,-

2nd call.

x: you know who am i not?

shan: i know! you are xxxxx what!

x: I ask my dad to talk to you.

shan: *wth*?!

SOMEONE: Hello! I am the head of MY. I am very unhappy with you. Later i call police to your house ar. You better run away.

shan: -,-' i see i see. i'll run. XD

SOMEONE: better run.

shan: you sounded like shadi's brother.

SOMEONE: Who's shadi's brother?! I am ..... la. -,-

shan: okok.

SOMEONE: BYE.

3rd call.

x: He-llo! I am not shadi's brother.

shan: I know la!

x: I am .... brother.

shan: I know la!! LOL.

x: okay. when you go to school you don't scold me ar~

shan: huh? okok. LOL

x: okay bye.

shan: bye? :O

The call is sooooo stiuupid. LOL. but it was fun. Hahaa. :)

and some idiot go buy my sister. and i am broke.

damn it. can't they see is NFS!? urgh. -,-

p/s: I hope next time it will be better. :)

shanlovesyou.

2010-03-13T18:50:00.002+08:00

YELLOW HOUSE!

Awwww. They lost. But.. we got second actually.

I AM SO SORRY YELLOW HOUSE. :(

Everyone did well but not me. Urgh.

I'll try to do better next time.

(Which i know i wont have next time since i suck running)

Aiksss. we are the bees. :P

We are like 28 points behind green housee. :(

Nevermind. WE STILL ROCK.

I got 5th for 200m and 3rd for 4x100m.

Hais. I am exhausted.

Starbucks from Siew Ling. :D

My shoulder was burning just now cause i put the stupid counter pain.

Luckily Jasminee dahling were there.

She helped me to cool it. HAHAHA.

THANK YOU JASMINE! :D

p/s: ily, imy, iwy. :(

shanlovesyou.

2010-03-12T21:16:00.003+08:00

P-I-S-S-E-D-O-F-F.

Oh my gosh. do you just blame me for not running well?

I am SORRY then. -,- you didn't even run!

Don't you know it's seriously tiring?

Aikss. Whatever. You wont get it.

AND. You are NOT a good role model.

We shouldn't follow youu.

If everyone follow YOU,

I think everyone will go insane. -,-

Whatever. I don't even want to LOOK at you.

Oh ya. Btw, little boyy,

YOU HAVE NO FREAKING RIGHTS TO SAY I AM NOT DOING MY DUTY!

I am just checking out whether anyone are still down there,

Then you go freaking say "go do your duty".

AND, you are the one who never do your duty. -,-

YOU DON'T EVEN DARE TO SAY TO THOSE PEOPLE WHO DID WRONG!

And you scolded me. What on earth is this la! -,-

If i am allow to swear, I'll just swear in front of you.

Damn you guys. -,-

p/s: imy, ily. (:

shanlovesyou.

2010-03-03T17:21:00.006+08:00

I miss you,

You wont know how much I miss you.

I miss you higher than the sky,

Lower than the sea.

And,

You wont see my love,

Because it's all over you.

I am happy when you are,

I am sad when you are.

I love you.

AND

I'll always do.

You all are back.
Left me alone.
I miss you all.
I dunno how can I live without you all.
Spending time with you all are the best time ever.
Appreciate everything you have before you lose it.

p/s: I LOVE YOU ALL, SISTERS! muaks!! :D

shanlovesyou.

2010-02-28T00:58:00.002+08:00

Sports Day. what a freaking day. :( i hate runnings naw. i think i will tell nicole bout it sooner or later. :O well, i just don't want myself to get so tired. /:

I am like anti-social right now. i saw those pics that my friends went today. sunway an outing. kinda upset about it cause they didn't ask me out. but whatever. maybe they just think i wont go or maybe they just think i am just a girl who is boring to talk or whatsoever excuse it is. :( actually it's kind of hurt after me looking at your pictures. i hope you guys have a great day.

sister is going back soon. monday. everyone is leaving me. nothing is with me. i dun think i can rely on anyone. maybe only my family. things went wrong. or maybe i am the one who went upside down. |:

p/s: it doesn't matter how you all treat me. :( i don't expect you to treat me good.

shanlovesyou.

2010-02-11T23:20:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR GUYS!

I am going back tomorrow. to my hometown obviously. (:
So.. my hometown doesn't have internet connection. nawwww. :(
Sorry ling! can't teman you tomorrow. :( i am seriously sorry!
Jasmineee! show me your manicure. :P i want to see kie! take a picture of it.
OH YEA! and your camera. *jealous* ;)

Last but not least, again, i like to wish you all Happy Chinese New Year!
Luv you guys always. (:
contact me using sms puh-leaseee! :P
Byeeeee! Miss you all. :D

p/s: hope it will be better next time. (:
shanlovesyo

2010-02-02T21:42:00.002+08:00

DOUBLE-U.

I found out myself. It's 2 U!! XD Okay.

I know I suck. I know I am stupid. I know you all know WAY earlier than me. :( But why not double V? It looks like double V than double U. :P

Assessment is around the corner. So good luck darlings! :D

p/s: i hope my results will be good.

shanlovesyou.

2010-02-01T17:23:00.003+08:00

Ling, i was just kidding with you. (: I understand your condition right now. I understand why you don't want to tell me. :D I was just playing around. :P I just hope that after u succeed, don't forget your 'beloved honey'. :P btw, I'll always support you. (: be happy. If you think your future will be happy after you succeed, go on ; but if you don't, your honey don't support you to do it. :D

This post is only for you, my best best SUPER DUPER friend. lim siew ling. :)

shanlovesyou.

2010-01-29T23:15:00.002+08:00

My third.

Annual Cross Country falls on 29/1/10.
I got 6th!! ;D CAN YOU IMAGINE?! XD
but.. i am sorry to 'someone'
I am sorry if i took your place,
I took it from the teacher,
Please don't freaking scold the teacher.
He's innocent.

Did not study today.
And.. i didn't practice my piano i am so scare to kena marah.
but.. at last nawwww. :P
waited for my mum and sis about an hour plus.
-,- traffic JAM!

be happy ling. (:
congrats to Jasmineeee!
she got 7th FYI. :D

I miss you,
I see you when i see pig pigg,
It has been 5 days already.
Time just flies so fast,
Why you don't just stay?
Sometimes i think that i don't really know how to appreciate something when i am having it.
I love you so much.
I love you higher than the sky lower than the sea. :P
I hope you see my when you see the turtle.
Be happy.
We are always with you. (:

p/s: 米修米修！

shanlovesyou.

2010-01-21T21:36:00.001+08:00

jasmineee.. when u see this post.. don't be angry kie? xD

actually i kind of lied to u.. some of the things. XD

i am just bored.. SORRY! i know maybe afterthat u wont believe me anymore..

but.. some are real.. the valentine is real. :P SORRY

DONT HIT ME AHH!! XD

2010-01-21T16:21:00.002+08:00

awww.. today is suck. XD
nahh... actually is quite fun. i do hate her very much.
believe me, she's such a .....!
but... after awhile, i think i can't hate her.
although she's not my best friend but.. i still dun think hating her will get my life to be happy. xD
okay.. i got a sad song. who wants to hear it? xD
Baek Ji Young - Don't Forget this the title.
very sad song. awww. :(
school is driving me crazy. i dun like the way.
quitting prefect? what do u think? XD
whatever. (: i'll just do what i want to do. that's it. :P

p/s: i miss you seriously. :(

shanlovesyou.

2010-01-20T20:24:00.003+08:00

it's 20th January! :P

no one is blogging. so i'll just do a short post. (:

everything goes well (i think?) but it sucks too.

because we are pissing off teachers every time. -,-

MAYBE NOT WE, but we are still in the same class.

so let's just consider it as WE. i hope we stop pissing off teachers.

Hahaa. awww. i have nothing to say actually,

i cut my fringe and it looks freaking ugly now.

oh whatever.

2008, the first year i came to my school.

i thought it's not cool, but it's cool!

not that they school is total cool but it's the friends.

my teacher's son said that he doesn't rely on friends.

i was like.. shock.

2009, short memories.

actually i don't have sweet memories in 2009.

awww. :( but.. it's a past. every past i'll make it into sweet memories.

so.. tee-hee. :D

2010, i hope everything goes well. :D

you know,

you can't live in the past and don't drag the past with you and let it follow you to the future right?

(just like what colin cousin said.)

LOL. so.. leave it, you will gain more.

believe me.

example:

a lot of flowers are beautiful,

but you just can't see it just because you stick to the flower that you like. (:

but after leaving your sight from the flower you like,

you will think that there's sooo many flowers that are beautiful.

p/s: i hope this year i have more sweet memories. ily jcps!

shanlovesyou.

2010-01-15T18:25:00.005+08:00

O-M-G

she's pretty, she's hot. oh my freaking god. -_-
is this how guys react? LMAO.
it just makes me think that they didn't see a girl before in their entire life.
LOL. koreans. ling anti them now i think? :P ur hero is there tooo. :D

Jasmineee and ling mood are bad. VERY BAD. >< and u still have 2 more years, u will be a leader next time.

ling, i'm just gonna say.. if he's yours, no matter what, he will always be.
tee-hee. (: don't be sad. just be happy.
i think that girl is pretty too. i'm not jealous. cause i know i'm not pretty.
sadly rite? but i still think that she's kind of... useless studying here.

IF she studies here. cause she can't even speaks English.

oh well, thank you chong chong for teaching me science!
Haha. i will always rmb it.. ERrrr.. let me think..
right atrium? left atrium? i only know two.
awwww. u fail teaching me! HAHAHAHA. :P

i dun really like clubs. too many peeps. LOL
not enough OXYGEN! XDX
btw, be happy la you two! -___-
don't make me sad la! two also for guys. awwwwww!
RAWR. i shall eat you if you guys are still sad. :P

p/s: be strong pei shan. (:

shanlovesyou.

2010-01-13T22:09:00.004+08:00

I'm back posting! :D i decided not to put my blog private now. :P

awwww. i wont do anything wrong. so just leave it. (:

bad sorethroat. as in REALLY bad. ><

not going to school tmr probably. :D

going dentist tmr too. so if the dentist catch flu, IT'S NOT MY FAULT K! :P

HAhaha. good luck to the dentist. XDX

i'm tired. i'm sick. i need rest. ):

everyone is having tuition. except for me. i feel so.... *i dunno how to explain*

everyone started reading, studying, writting except for me. :(

whatever. got to go. ciaoz. (:

p/s: i hope my throat will get well by tmr. :P please.

shanlovesyou.

2010-01-06T21:14:00.003+08:00

I am freaking tired now, and i want to quit.

I want freedom and i MEAN it!

I don't freaking like to wear long sleeves shirts.

BECAUSE i don't like to sweat!

I am wearing the brace, it's already so thick!

I am not going to post for a longgggg time,

I am sorry. :P

2010-01-01T21:51:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! :D

not going to post. (: nyeeehhhh nyeeeehhhh. :P

btw, i hope you like my blog and i am going to let my blog bcome private soon.

FOR some reason. :D

2010 ily. (:

2009-12-28T23:21:00.002+08:00

WEEE! I AM BACKKKA! :D

MERRY LATE CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! (:
i am sorry for not posting for a loonnnngggg time. :(
just came back from bangkok. :O
nothing much actually. :(

will upload some pics IF i am not lazy. :O
overall it was a nice trip. :D
everything went well.
omg. the thai food is so damn spicy!

my luggage went lost. that day it's Christmas! O-M-G
airasia. :( thank you jasmineee for sayang me. :D
it's all our new clothes inside. but..
i didn't buy anything coz it's hard for me to try it. :(

we did pray hard. HAHAHA. so...
jasmineee said 99% impossible the bag will come back,
so.. 1% possible. so it did came back. :D
so i want jasmineee and others to know that,
THINK POSITIVE MAN! :D

played RO. LOL ricko helped me lots.
but i died almost 100 times. Oooopssyy.
31st dec got to go to school. :(
wutever. btw, who's going 1u? :O

oh well. holiday is going to end.
shiat. i dun like it.
obviously, i prefer holidays.
ALTHOUGH it's boring. :P

it's 1128pm now. 28/11/09
so zhun rite? i just realize it. LOL.
okay. gtg sleep. nighty nitez peeepz! :D

p/s: i want things go better in 2010!

shanlovesmoon.

2009-12-21T11:55:00.001+08:00

when i said i give up, i really meant it.
then suddenly..
my sis told me she downloaded the RO. LOL
so.. 20/12/09 first time play RO. XD

So.. my sis helped me lots! as in ALOT!
and ling and ricko too! :D
i chose swordman.. LOL coz..
it's a secret then. :D

Jasmineee played yesterday too.
and when i told her my character name..
she said she saw me throwing things out.
HAHAHA. i think it's me then. :D

my character is now lvl70. -,-
i know i suck.
ricko said he played since 12..
you know wut?
i actually SEE my sis played since i was 9. XD

okay.. but i don't learn. i am such a lazy bum bumm. (:
ling said she's gonna train me and jasminee today.
but she's still in her refrigerator. cold freezing place. XD

AND!
she said she will laugh her ass off when she plays with me.
SOOOO...
YOU ALL GOTTA SEE HER ASS OFF OKIE?! :D

HAhahaha. :D
cannot wait to play with u guys. (;
tmr going bangkok and..
AERIC! THIS TIME I SIT AIR ASIA OK!! :D
tee-hee. :D

p/s: oh ohh. i caught you! :D

shanlovesyou.

2009-12-19T18:56:00.002+08:00

going out to 1u to eat steamboat! :D
johnny's steamboat! (:

ling is in genting now. owh. :D lamfung. (;
and.. jasmineeee! ur blog faster ah! :D
GO GO GO! :P

went to skul today and saw mr syed.
brought the wrong skul fees list back home. -,-
i brought the 2009. ok i suck.

will post something soon but not so fast. :P

2009-12-16T21:12:00.006+08:00

HOLIDAYS. :D

nothing much actually. Haha. (:

just to post a proper post since i wrote there i will. :D

this holidays will start on 2nd dec onwards. (;

1st, went to korean restaurant to eat korean food. :P

since my sis likes to eat. :D

and i'm sure she misses the korean food lots. :D

and then, we went shopping la. but it's seriously boring. :O

coz.. it's just bored. hahah. i want to go shopping more! XD

then, went to watch show. :D named "jump".

we went with our cousins to sing k. and...

the conclusion is.. it sucks. it's in newway. :O

after that, we went back to my hometown.

well well. it's dirty. coz some reasons, no one staying there.

EXCEPT for my granddad. and yea.. he's old. he can't mop rite?

so.. it's DIRTY. we cleaned the whole house. :O

nothing much actually. just feeling happy that sisters are back! :D

yea.. the stupid idiotic sg ppl. passport is driving me crazy!

needa change my birth cert to ic. -,-

the sg girl asked me "do i have an ic? -_-" and she asked me to changed.

now i get scolding badly from my dad.

and i needa wake up freaking early. wth. -,-

(FYI, i am going bangkok next tuesday till christmas. ;D)

there's some pics down there. so SCROLL DOWN! :P

not going to write any description ald. :P

happy looking! :D

p/s: i wish everything will be fine. :D

shanlovesyou.

this post will end with this picture. :D

HOPE YOU ENJOY IT!

2009-12-14T19:04:00.003+08:00

I'M BACKK!! anyone missuass me? XD
I dare you to miss me! HAHHA. btw, just post some pics.
ling, since u wan to see my freaking ugly hair, i'll let u see.
make sure u vomit u faint okie? (;

yea. my freaking ugly hair. /:

chocolates.

chocolates again. :D

p/s: will post a nice one again. :D

shanlovesyou.

2009-12-12T00:12:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not posting for sooooo long. i am so sorry!

btw, going back hometown tmr. so technically i wont online for few days.

i know u guys wont miss me. :'( haha. (;

gonna be bored at home. hais. :O btw, wish everyone happy holidays! (:

and got to go to bed now. nighty nitez! FYI, it's 12.14am now. :P

p/s: owh. nyeh nyeh! (:

shanlovesyou.

2009-12-08T11:38:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVELY ZIJIEN SIS! :D

happy 14th birthday yo!! (:
same birthday day with lamfunggggg. :P
hope all your dreams come true!!
although we don't talk much, *but we do*
I STILL LUV YOU! :D
yea. let's go to ur house and make cupcakes again. (:
nyeh nyeh! :D
i hope i wont be the last to wish you! :(
tee-hee. :D saranghaeyooooooooo! :D

p/s: i'm sorry that i didn't blog. blog currently=dead. XD

shanlovesyou.

2009-12-03T15:35:00.002+08:00

3 DAYS MORE! :P

eldest sis is back. :P owh. she didn't bring any chocolates back. :(
she brought back TIMTAM!!!! :P omgggg. *drools*
she bought me a supre skirt, headband, and.. dress? :D
:D she brought back books for me lah. -,-
and the whole freaking luggage is useless shirts. -,-

2009-12-01T20:17:00.003+08:00

1 more day to go. :O
1 more day to say bye bye to my lonely days.
imagine u, urself alone, looking at 4 pink walls alone.
wth. isn't it sad?
appreciate everything now. :(
if u don't, u will lose it, easily.
i can't wait for tomorrow.
i'm the youngest. that's why i do things that is not dangerous.
just like..
climbing up the ladder to take shuttlecock. :O
what to do? i scared wut. :(
and just like..
lighting up matches. i wont do it. :D
for me. no. coz i am scared too.
then sudd, everyone gone :O
suddenly, i'm alone. alone.

p/s: i can't think of it. the consequences.

shanlovesyou.

2009-11-29T20:47:00.002+08:00

3 days and 6 days to go! :D

saw that? :DDDD i took this pic because i passed by there.
wanted to take it last time but everytime didn't pass there.
it's for ling honey! :D ur lam fung ah!! :D
ur honey not bad ey? :DDDD
btw, ling i bet now u are at the airport.
my sister friend also landing today. :D
can't wait for my sister to come back. (:
jasmineeee! (: luv luv!! :D

p/s: can't wait o! :D

shanlovesyou.

2009-11-27T20:08:00.002+08:00

Yesterday i just printed out the song that in jasmineee blog.
I tried to play, i succeed! (:
It's nice. but my playing aren't perfect yet. :(
I hope u guys are not angry at me. :(
I dunno. I have the feelings u all are. :(
Btw, if i did sumthing wrong, i'm sorry. :(

p/s: I dunno what makes you all angry at me. :( please don't angry at me kie? :( )

shanlovesyou.

2009-11-26T20:51:00.003+08:00

I kinda lost my pendrive. and i used the other one.

i found this..

and this.. (:

Hahaha. last year pic!! (: omg. u should see joyee's form 1 face!! :P
damn cute. (: we are getting older, it's a fact. :O

btw, just needa edi somethings. (edited)
1. my skirt.
2. my cake. (2 pieces or 3 also nvm la. since u can't bring the whole entire cake. /: )
3. my souvenirs from NZ.
4. my FOOD.
5. my J.S BACH BOOK! (u better bring this back!! if i cannot play my diploma piece, I AM GONNA CHOP U INTO PIECES MAN! :P)
6. my hairband.
7. music teacher choc bar. i am gonna rasuah teacher. :P

and.. wait. just let me think....
1 hour past..
2 hours past..
3 hours past..
24 hours past..

FORGET IT LAH! :(
btw, still got 6 days left. and 9 days left. :D

2009-11-25T21:12:00.002+08:00

yea. kinda sorry about it ricko. :P
i wont do it again lah. :DDDDD *treat me well* Hahaha
btw, no more sad and angry things. bye bye!! (:
and sorry to jasmineee. everytime make her speechless. :(

1st thing.
EPW! things that u need u must to bring back MY!
1. my skirt.
2. my cake.
3. my souvenirs from NZ.
4. my FOOD.
5. my J.S BACH BOOK! (u better bring this back!! if i cannot play my diploma piece, I AM GONNA CHOP U INTO PIECES MAN! :P)

i think still got lots. just let me think again. :P

2009-11-25T14:25:00.003+08:00

this a angry post i think.
to someone,
GET LOST AND DON'T COME BACK!
just know how to hurt ppl's feelings.
if i hurt u how huh?! i bet u'll be cursing me like hell! -,-
u thought u damn great or something is it?!
HUH!
so what if u win me or what.
I DON'T GIVE A FREAKING DAMN!
U USELESS GUY!
u know wut?! U R SO NOT SUITABLE!
my choice is right!!

*sis said cannot curse ppl. try not to swear and try not to curse.*

will post a nice want later. just damn pissed off.

2009-11-22T18:52:00.002+08:00

11 days. 14 days. :D

Just to update a bit. :D
feeling better. (:
luv jcps!! the best best friends ever. believe me.
or not... i'll..
chop u, eat u, bakar u, steam u, make u suffer till die. :D
btw, can't wait to see ling's hair!! (:

p/s: omg. can't wait. :D

shanlovesyou.

2009-11-21T20:13:00.005+08:00

12 days. 15 days.

i dunno whether u all think i'm stupid or wut.
but.. seriously, isn't it quite obvious?
or maybe i just think too much?
suddenly i think i am just the only girl that is stupid.
u guys talk, laugh, cry, angry together.
where am i? lol. i wont even know y u all laugh, cry, angry etc.
maybe is i think too much again.
but.. my six sense unfortunately is quite zhun. way zhun. /:
i knew something sometimes,
but i wont tell. i dun wan to hurt anyone.
especially my friends. :(
but.. i dunno. u all act like..
makes me think that i'm just a nothing.
nothing......

2009-11-20T20:09:00.003+08:00

12 DAYS. 15 DAYS.
NEW MOON IS COMING OUT YO!
yea. in New Zealand. /:
SHIAT.
i kind of lost our twilight outing. :'(((((
and i found it. :D

ling!! still remember? :D that day. it's a failure gathering. /:
Hahahah. oni dylan and farouq. XDDDD
and got one gang beside our table laughed after they saw farouq.
i wonder why. :O
but...
FAROUQ STILL ROCK MAN! (american rocks man! teehee. :D )
he ate all the popcorns.
he seriously like popcorns man! (;
that's my second outing i think.

PSRCA. the new group of this year. (:
we all wore white. we are white. (i am not racist. :D) we love white.
alex. :( i seriously wanted to cry when u said bye bye to me. ):
PSRCA. i rmb last time is PSRC, i still rmb u said u wan to join in.
then we like PSRC(A trial) something like that.
but u're seriously kind and nice. (:
if u change skul, psrca will be gone. :(
no more A in psrca, no more kor kor! :'(

p/s: i hope the results will be ok, please. (:

shanlovesyou.

2009-11-19T21:08:00.002+08:00

13 days. 16 days. *loves*
eeeee! why u guys so fast recap wan?!
Hahaha. then i'll be the slowest lah then. (;
school was boring. BORING.
i'm so freaking bored.
CHESS! omg. i hate using my brain. /:
tap tap made my shoulder pain pain.
it's like DAMN PAIN. /:
need to put ubat ald. hahaha. :D
hais. so old ald me. :'(
tmr, last day of school for 2009 man! :D
please bring cam. :O take pics!

i'll make u regret everything u wrote. (;
and..
finally i waited something.
see, i waited for soo long. Hahaha
but i'm not desprate for it.
but u did it first man!!! means i'm still pro. XD
I STILL ROCK! :D

p/s: please, oh please, make sure they do well in their finals. (;

shanlovesyou.

2009-11-18T12:19:00.002+08:00

None of us is going to skul.
we are such a lazy bummy bum. :D

btw, (swear) u lah! u go die lah!
u thought u very rich is it?!
u go buy lah then! shit u lah!
i dunno how "...." will stay with u for so long lah!
if i'm her ah! i will kick ur ass and throw u away lah!
-.- stupid lah u. pissing ppl off is ur talent lah is it?!
whatever.

THANK YOU JASMINEEEE!!!
omg. thank you for sayang me when i'm pissed.
seriously. i damn freaking hate that stupid guy.
he's such and ars. /:

still got 14 days and 17 days to go!!!! weeeeee! :D
OMGGGG. see that!?! it's like 2 weeks to go!!!!!!
can't wait to see u two! mwaahahaha.
although the time i spend with u all it's like oni 13-14 years.
as in the WHOLE year can see you all,
its aren't long and its aren't short. :(
i miss you all. :'( shan shan miss you all.

p/s: hope everything will be fine. (:

shanlovesyou.

2009-11-16T19:29:00.002+08:00

first picture. concert day. 2008.
second picture. concert day. 2009.
everything changed. time flies.
i hope. i wish. i want.
oh forget it.
yes. i suck. i know.
I DUNNO LAH!

wth. i hate it. u getting further away.
yea. i try to make u happy. but at last?
nothing. nothing happen. am i useless?
yes maybe i am.

when u're sad, i tried my very best to cheer u.
when u're angry, i tried my very best to make u happy.
because i don't wan to lose u. :(
suddenly, u are too far. way too far away from me.
i can't catch up. i miss u. :(

darlingggg! thanks for sayang-ing me. (:
thank you soooo much! :D
luv u always. (:
honey!! see u on friday. :P
jcps. never change. i hope.

p/s: good luck to you all. (: luv u all.

shanlovesmoon.

2009-11-15T20:20:00.003+08:00

this the shirts i wore. /:
no more shirts ah! :( the brace so big big!! :'(
outing. sucks? :P finally we can get our lala pictures.
first of all, i wanna say sorry to my honey. sorry. :(
coz i ditch u and find my lovely toilet. :(
sorry. i was finding u, but i thought u were with the guys.
2012. ish. ain't nice. :( maybe it's just.. sitting problems.
tooooo near. :'( hais.

HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY MY PET LITTLE BROTHER!
(don't have his pic since my comp kena virus.) :(
i miss u! :( never see u for a long time ald. :(
can u guys be happy? :(
three blogs.
all f word. almost the whole post. :'(
btw, HAPPY 3rd ANNIVERSARY Jasmineee! :P
my blog is dead dead and dead!
because i watched a show and i finally finished watching it!!!
and i ditched my blog. :D
tee-hee!! :D
2-3 weeks more to go!!!
good luck my 2nd sister!!!!! :D

p/s: u r getting further and further to me. i hate it.

shanlovesmoon.

2009-11-07T22:45:00.002+08:00

What if, a prince cannot be together with his princess?
What if, a princess cannot be together with her prince?
What if, the one should be together can't be together?
I was crying like what oni. reading a book. :D
and.. it makes me think of that. :D
omgggg. just went 1u just now.
SHOPPING! (ponteng duty. so yeah. :D)
went to skul this morning. and tommy was like...
"eh Pei Shan so cute!"
my mum was there.
and.. she was like asking me who is this and that.
and i needa explain to her. dunno how many times. :O
saw ling ling. :D and her sista! (:
ling ling cut her hair! and i saw it!! weeee! :D
saw chong. and ah! chong go n sit beside me.
chong so brave. i was like.. "errrrrr.."
luckily my mum din ask me why is he sitting beside me. :D
AND! joyee and lex talked to me. my expression was like...
"heh.heh.heh."
i dun even dare to talk to them. i am super good girl. :D
i dun wan to explain again and again. /:
btw, chong brother is so CUTE! omggggg.
CCL said that he will gimme his brother. :P
and his brother is holding a nintendo ds and it's baby blue color!
and.. and.. and..
he spoke cantonese with chong chong! OMGGG!
is so cute! :P btw, 1u has cotton on now!
oh yea. they rock. i wish 1u got supre man! :D
bought 2 books again. :'( can't control myself. :(
bought vest for my two cousin brother and 1 jacket for my sister.
can't wait them to come back MY!!! ;D
(i'm so gonna squeeze with u guys in a queen size bed.)
I DON'T CARE!! :P

p/s: i want to be a determine person. :D

shanlovesyou.

2009-11-06T21:40:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 54th BIRTHDAY DADDY! :D

i love you daddy! :D you are the best dad ever! (:

u r so kind, so loving to us.

we, the three sisters love u always.

this year, i feel so sad.

oni 3 of us singing happy birthday song.

so quiet. very quiet.

i miss, those time my sisters are here.

i miss, those time we spent together in DAORAE.

i miss, those time we go shopping together.

i miss, all those noise in the house.

btw, hope all ur dreams come true dad! :D

you know we love you always. (:

ling, be brave. u can do it.

i know u can. believe in urself.

u know they suck.

they didn't use their own freaking brain.

but u did.

u won the game. but not them.

they are useless.

be happy. don't let ur honey cry ah. :'(

p/s: i hope you all can tahan the stress. don't give up.

shanlovesyou.

2009-11-05T20:26:00.004+08:00

GOOD LUCK TO YOU TWO, beloved sisters! :D
didn't go to skul. yea. because went shopping!!
i kind of clean my room. :(
FULL OF DUST!
it's like the life brief candle from shakespeare man! :P
dusty death. oops. XD
HAHAHA. i wanna see the BI performance lah! :(
went 1u today. tee-hee :D
bought present for my dad. he's b'day tmr. :D
it's a RED tie. (:
hope he likes it.
today i didn't buy any books! BIG achivement! (:
next time. 1 year. maximum 10 books. :D
HAHAHA. i hate cleaning my room. seriously!! :(
next time i'm so gonna wait till my sisters to clean with me. XD

p/s: please give them good results. (:

shanlovesyou.

2009-11-04T20:23:00.002+08:00

那一扇车门

关出我们的裂痕

一声就震断了回头的路程

爱无法均分

以后就留给你们

也许用伤害结束爱才更动人

容忍的人其实并不笨

只是宁可对自己残忍

既然爱不能恒温

祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人也是个坏人

对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔

不能放任所以放了

这点痛我还能忍

我是好人也是个坏人

分得够狠你才有借口转身

宁愿爱一点不剩

也不忍看恋人爱成路人

三个人从不对等

总有个人必须牺牲

永恒就等他带你完成

你是好人也是个坏人

对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔

不能放任所以放了

这点痛我还能忍

我是好人也是个坏人

分得够狠你才有借口转身

宁愿爱一点不剩

也不忍看恋人爱成路人

宁愿爱一点不剩

也不忍看恋人爱成路人

i like this song. kind of nice. (:

just read the one that i bold or changed the color.

i like songs that got meanings. :D

it's like.. really really nice.

it's from a tv show. channel 317 7.00pm.

but i dun like it. everytime i watch, i sure will feel like crying.

you know why?

because the brother in the show is so good to the sister.

but.. i think i got two sisters are better. maybe?

i dunno why i want a brother so much.

oh gosh. can someone tell me? prove me? that having a brother is worse?!

btw, not going to skul tmr. :(

short post for today.

just wanna wish my two lovely sisters, GOOD LUCK! do ur best! (:

p/s: i wish my sisters will do well in their finals. :D

shanlovesyou.

2009-11-03T20:25:00.002+08:00

SOMEONE. RUINED. MY. DAY.

I hate u! u stupid idiotic person. :( i hate u!
U are such a idiot person. $(E@(#&)*#^!*#!(&)(^!# *no swearing.*
who cares lah. i got my daddy ricko. he rocks lah!
if we have the chance to vs u, i am so gonna use all my skills to beat u.
i mean it! i even thought before how to smash.
but.. i still couldn't find the answer. :(
whatever. i.er.pei.shan.does.not.give.a.damn.on.you!
but we are still friends. so yea. i will forgive u IF u say sorry.
but, u didn't. is sorry such a hard word to say out?!
why none of u all want to say sorry?!
although they said sorry no cure. but sometimes it does cure ppl's heart.
not going/going? to skul tmr. i dunno. :(

p/s: i just wan a simple life.

shanlovesyou.

2009-11-02T20:57:00.002+08:00

My neighbour. :D

They said the guy beside me is leng zhai. okay. /:

Isn't he cute? he's a twins. :DDDD

I kind of changed my blog because i hate BLACK. okay i am not racist! :P i just dun like it. black looks so sad. i love white. and baby pink. :D white rocks. no more blue. Hahaha.

This is yesterday pictures. still got lots. but.. i dun wan to upload it.
i look hideous in every single pictures. -..-
i am so not going to take pictures ald. :( hais. :(

Short post for today. hate to redo my lovely blog. :(

p/s: i hope everyone is happy. so am i. :D

shanlovesyou.

2009-11-01T14:12:00.000+08:00

CANCER - The Protector

Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic. :D

2009-11-01T13:59:00.002+08:00

STARBUCKS! is my first time drinking it. :DDD

LOUIS VUITTON! :D for my aunty. :D

HAPPY LATE HALLOWEEEEEEN PEEPS!!!!

yesterday went to KLCC. :O nothing much there.
went LV shop. to buy something for my aunty in NZ. :D
yesterday went to my neighbour house to eat. :P
my friends in there like gila with leng zhai.
kept on taking pictures with the guy they so call leng zhai.
HAHAHA. but we have fun really. (:
ling and jasmineee went AAR concert.
they have fun there i think?
EXCEPT for ling honey. HAHAHA.
be happy lah! (:

p/s: 1 more month to go. :O

shanlovesyou.

2009-10-30T13:33:00.002+08:00

last year? failure outing. :D oni dylan, farouq, ling and me went. :D *twilight*

4/4/2009 *ricko's and ling's b'day*

When will be another outing? :D

i wanna go 1u la. :( hais. evertime jcps got one or two sure busy. hmph!
i wan to go take lala pictures lah! :S
hais. the last outing is when ah? alex one? or ricko's wan? :O
i rmb got one time i am sick and i forced almost all of them to go to food court makan.
HAHAHA. i am so sorry dei. :D
i still rmb i feel like peeing in the middle of the show..
and zijuin so good! she scared i will lost and she go and find me.
but i didn't see her too. oya! i asked ricko to go with me to the toilet.
THANK YOU DADA! :D
HAHAHAH! so sorry ricko! (: rmb that we went to the wrong place too? :P
sweet sweet memories. :D i wanna go 1u with u guys lah. :(
see! i posted a quite long post! (: imma good girl. tee-hee.

p/s: i wan time flies. :D

shanlovesyou.

2009-10-26T19:42:00.001+08:00

still got two more days.
then my dad is back.
i am a mad girl ald.
i hate reading a book within 2 days.
i hate it. :(
coz..
it's like it's useless to buy some books that i read very fast.
i dunno. but..
i can't tahan. :(
didn't go to skul today.
oni jasmine went for jcps. :(
i'm sorry. will post a long long long wan soon. :D

2009-10-24T18:09:00.002+08:00

Majlis perpisahan.
kind of regret never go.
but hais. i think next year i wont go too.
(: but today went ou.
i got the korean actor paper file.
no regrets. HAhaha (:
bought a book. written by LJ smith.
and bought a bookmark looks like ling's wan.
but mine is four leave clover. :D
oya, FINALS OVER!
OLALALA!
let's go 1u!!! let's make jasmineee ponteng cambridge again!
MWAHAHAHAHAH. *evil*

will write a proper post VERY VERY SOON.
tmnet, internet. got problem. damn it!

2009-10-22T17:56:00.002+08:00

Losing everything is at the same time the scariest,
as well as the most liberating experience you can have.
When you have something, - anything,
you've got to protect it from disappearing.
And so worry becomes a resident in your heart.
When you've got nothing,
your heart overflows with gratitude for every offering you receive.

err.. errr.. errrr..
i think it's true. very true. yea lah!
i copied from facebook lah! XD
i kno i suck lah! Hahah. (:
but.. but.. but..
is true.
i mean..
i meann..
i meannn..
it's just exactly what i am thinking during the exams.
teehee.
jasmineee! zara! crystal!
still wanna a big fat slappy? XDDDD

p/s: omg. i hope everything goes well. (:

shanlovesyou.

2009-10-21T16:18:00.003+08:00

SHIAT. CAN'T WAIT TILL FRIDAY MANNN!

have bm today? was really really really bad. :(
i dunno how to say actually.
didn't really study hard this finals. :'(
ling slept almost all the time in school.
btw, ling! ur pet brother finding u just now. (:
u kno who am i talking bout yea? :D
jasmineee, dun ever think that u got 60+ for ur maths.
or not....
hmm-mm..
2 starbucks man! :D
btw, tmr is eng and geo. damn it!
don't feel like studying ald.
lifeless now.
oya! got 93 for my maths. shiat shiat shiat.
I SHOULD BEAT U IAN! SHIAT U!!!!! XD
no fair! :( but i still think i am smarter than u.
Mwahahahahh! :D
coz i dun have tuition! (:
sorry jasmineee! can't say bye bye to u just now.
u lah! 5 minutes=15 minutes. i balik ald lor by the time.
hais. :( i hate pepper spray! SERIOUSLY!
chong u suck!! u made me cried for nothing! :'(
my throat hurts. :(
AWWWW. :'(

p/s: please. please. please. (: hope dreams come true. :D

shanlovesyou.

2009-10-19T17:59:00.001+08:00

WEEEE! GUESS WHAT?!
i saw zijien and her brother yesterday!! :D
in desa park city. can't believe it! (:
we got fate yea? :D
it's like..
i smsed zijien..
"hey! i'm just at the back of ur house."
"oh! i'm in desa park city too!."
i was like where are u lah...
bla bla bla..
then sudd. she said "i saw u"
i was like wth?! WHERE THE H*LL ARE U LAH!
then i finally saw her.
buying ice-cream with her bro.
eat too much afterwards cannot wear ur mp dress then u kno ah! XD
at last..
she told me she's going to mp.
*burst out crying* :'(
know my sej marks. 63.
whatever. maan got 71. can't believe it.
shiat him man! :DDDDDD
I LUV U JASMINEE DARLING AND LING HONEY! :DDDD

p/s: i hope i will get better results. (:

shanlovesyou.

2009-10-16T19:47:00.003+08:00

15/10/09

Friday. it's a school holiday. didn't go anywhere.
but..
at home baking.
new recipe. haha. (:
oreo muffins. and lots of choc rice in it.
so, it's like choc muffins. :D
i kno u want it!! I mean u guys wan it! :)
up there is the pics i took.
anddd..
nothing happen today. (:
so..
tata!:D
short post. :D

p/s: i wish. i hope. i want.

shanlovesyou.

2009-10-15T18:23:00.001+08:00

OMG ling just cut her hand.
hopes she's okay.
why everyone says i act like a mum?
ling said that.
aeric said that.
ms yoga said that.
ms yoga said i will be a good mum next time.
HAHAHA! :D
should i be proud? or not. XD

2009-10-15T17:22:00.002+08:00

SHIAT THAT SDO. :(

I wanna play my sdo!! :( then cannot play. what is this la.
why so cacat wan?! ishhhh! %#(&%(#(&%)#%(
im a good girl.
Maths test today. was bad. really bad. really really bad. XD
careless mistakes. 3 x 3=6. AHHH!!!
wanted to get 100 dei. stupid me. (:
mandarin was ok? haha. not easy and not hard. =P
something big happen today. i hope u guys dun do that again.
it's not fair to those that nvr do!! :X NO FAIR NO FAIR!
tee-hee.
i wan to play that sdo lah. damnnnnn.
we got holidays. 4 days. WEEE! after that...
F-R-E-E-D-O-M!
then got MP. hais. i wanna go dei! :( but my mum dun let.
i kno u guys wanna me go lehhhh~~~ XD
(perasan-inggggg.)
can't wait to go out with u guys again! :D
and...
can't wait time flies till next friday afternoon!! :DDDDDD

p/s: hope i can get good results in finals. (:

shanlovesyou.

2009-10-13T17:10:00.002+08:00

FINAL EXAMS.

oh my gosh. final exams. tmr is sejarah. shiat!
see! i didn't even study. tee-hee. on9-ing leyh! (:
science was bad? ms devi was angry of us. :(
MS DEVI I LUV U!! BE HAPPY! :D
art...... the worst. i think? colin put all B. LOL he's too smart i think.
hmm. oya! i slept after doing my art paper.
and... u kno wut?
when i woke up, i saw my saliva in my answer sheet. XD
Hahahaha. okok. disgusting! i kno i kno. (:
good luck everyone! :) hope u guys will get good results! :D
have a new dada. but i dunno is permanent or temporally. hais.
tee-hee. u two make a perfect couple. :D
Oya! congratulations all the PMR students! freedom yea? :)

p/s: i wan good results. it's more than enough.

shanlovesyou.

2009-10-13T16:48:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AARONNNNN LEWWWWW! (:

happy birthday my beloved "dahlingggggg". Hahaha. :D
Sorry for posting late post. sorryyyy! :)
hope u have a wonderful day that day. and hope ALL ur dreams come true! (:
u promised me u will tell me hu do u like. owh. u're going to tell me first rite?
tee-hee. (: btw, gonna give u late present. hope u wont mind. (:
oh. new daddy right? coz mummy and daddy together. Oopss.
so fast betray me ah!! so fast go and find another girl ald ah!!
tee-hee. (: kidding kidding. XD

shanlovesyou.

2009-10-06T20:30:00.003+08:00

Sumimasen, Aishiteru.

Saw this in a newspaper. it's actually a book. yea.
and.. it wrote that..
there's a guy and a girl.
and.. andd... anddd....
oopss. sorry i didn't read in details so i don't know.
but...
i kno something! XD
sumimasen, aishiteru it means sorry, i love you and it means 对不起，我爱你.
it says the guy said to the girl 'i love you.'
but the girl said to the guy 'i'm sorry.'
sad story yea? :'(
got my freaking grade 8 paper. /:
the worst nightmare. :'(
it's seriously bad. feel like throwing the paper out of my house. !(*$#)(%#(&#%)(%
here's the results.

A piece: 23/30

B piece: 20/30 (i hate the examiner now. @#^@$^*@^*$@)

C piece: 24/30

Scales: 16/21

Sight reading: 15/21

Aural: 14/18

Total: 112

A pass! -,- i hate it.

I cried for that marks. unexpected.

but also expected. :(

whatever. it's over.

play well in diploma is my next goal for my piano.

p/s: i hope i can get good marks in my final exams. please. (:

shanlovesyou.

2009-10-05T21:26:00.004+08:00

FORGIVE AND FORGET.

i am trying to forgive u and forget what u have done to me!

i found out something big! i am so kind nowadays. if not.. the real me..

i shall say..

GET LOST! oops. i mean. GO AWAY!

but..

i didn't say it. (:

coz..

i am not like u so bad. hurting people. (:

i care for ur feelings! i made myself cry rather than i make u cry!

sumimasen, aishiteru.

p/s: i hope i'm wrong about that.

shanlovesyou.

2009-10-04T20:55:00.002+08:00

i wan 2 play! :'( mooncake festival.. I miss.
I wan 2 take candles n stuff too.
I wan 2 sit dwn n look at d moon.
I love moon. Shanshan loves moon.
Juz came back fr johor. Everythg went fine.
Have a pass 4 my grd 8 piano. Congratz sarah chan! She gt a distintion. Oya! N kah mun n ir...shadi! Y am i d worse wan always? :'(
Dun hav d mood 2 write.
Btw, my spine kind of improve. Last time is 20 now is 10. Big improvement yea? :/

P/s: i hope u know wut is friend. I mean best friend.

shanlovesyou.

2009-09-29T10:27:00.004+08:00

TRIPPPP TO SINGAPOREEEEE!

LOL! the plane we sat. (cacat plane.) xD

Hungrryyyyy! ((:

me and my grandma. specs specs. ((: i luv her!! =D

Me and my granddad! i luv him! ((:

The couples. XD

The room is damn freaking big. =X

Perasan picture. XD

Me and the cacated plane. seriously.

Just came back from SG yesterday. i am so tired. XD exhausted man. =X Sunday, i woke up at 5.30am and i only have 3hours sleep. wth rite?! didn't even eat much. no appetite in the morning. okay whatever. i forgotten the name of the plane. =X but it's not a real plane like MAS.

didn't get to sleep in the plane though. went to the hotel. can't even check in! coz we r too early. so went to a rest room. my cousin did sleep but not me. i hope i'm him. coz i really wan to sleep but can't! )): then i have stomach ache for not eating for hours. so we went to some shopping mall and makan.

after that, we went to ION mall. it's a new mall. but u kno wut.. all the things inside there is branded! seriously! u can't buy anything below 50$! of course not including the cold storage all. Prada, LV, Gucci, and lots. we can't even afford to buy. i mean.. it's tooo expo! i think it's oni for rich peeps. /: i think singapores have lots of rich peeps. /:

then went back hotel. didn't even get to rest too. too late. have bad headache. oya! my lovely dress lace is torn. i mean coz my mum iron it and it burnt. luckily is mine shirt and my mum ruin it. not me. XDD or not i will seriously get scolded badly. but nvm. the dress is still able to wear. =X

then it's because the wedding family is rich sooooo.. got lots of things. Singapore wedding is jjust like MY wedding but they dun have 'hammmm senggggg'. XD they oni have 'cheers' and very very small voice oni. XD got more pictures in my hp. Hahah((: then sunday is over. XD

yesterday just went shopping. but bought nothing. Haha((: nothing much actually in SG. lots of foreigners. coz of F1. :D actually the hospitality there is not very good. /: btw, enjoy the pics. oya! the souviniers i bought fr the airport. so.. its all key chain. hope u guys wont mind. i mean JCS and chong and sarah. :D

sorry ling! i wanted to go to skul but my mum said i dun need to. coz i am really really tired. sorry! tmr 100% going to skul! (; sorry sarah! cannot teman u again. sorry! )): ling gonna be chong's for a day. XD find jasmineee or crystal to teman k! ((:

p/s: i hope i can get good results. please.

shanlovesyou.

2009-09-26T21:43:00.003+08:00

cut my fringe. XD

:DDDDD

long fringe. XD

My another cousin. XD

Byeee byeee! :'(

i suck at it. XD

newway. i didn't kno the arcade at the back is new way. XD

:DDDD my sound can break every glass in the room. believe me. XD

me and my SG cousin.

WEEEE! :D

my holidays. LMAO. bored. XD didn't even touch my book. btw, not going to post. post SG things when i come back. ((: miss u guys. luv u guys. :D

shanlovesyou.

2009-09-24T15:50:00.004+08:00

20092009! granddaddy b'day! ((:

teehee! :D cousins. ((:

me and my cousin! =P

teehee~ my 2 granddada. right 1st and right 2nd.

hehe~ ((:

cute horr!! :DDD

FAMILY ROCKS! :DD

MY piggie nice horrr! ((:

1 family. ((:

lots of babies yea? :D

yummy YUM! :D

this is the 2nd day. granddaddy b'day. went to some restaurant to makan. :D yummy yum! shark fin souppppp~ ((: wanna eat lehyyyy~~ XD in the afternoon we got karaoke in my house. and at nite we played mahjongggg. =P granddaddy is not feeling well so.. can't go genting the next day. :( sad sad. wanted to cry. but whatever lah. :D btw, they said the traffic was bad. so then, nvr go also nvm~ XD

shanlovesyou.

2009-09-24T15:31:00.002+08:00

1st day~ SATURDAY! :D

prawn prawns! :D

i look freaking ugly here. -..-

left 1st cousin, me, cousin's bro, cousin from SG, and cousin sister.

okay. i look ugly in every pic. yea whatever. coz i'm not pretty so i dun mind. :X
this the first day. dad belanja my cousin. and and and u kno ah!! the crab is freaking disgusting! u know ah the crab intestine or whatsoever thingy is on my hand u kno! i asked my cousin to take it of and.. and.. and.. it drop into his own drink and my hand. my aunt thought is some kind of lalat or wut. coz i screamed. and she jumped up. XDDDDD sorry~ XP

2009-09-24T11:14:00.002+08:00

well well well.

i'm sorry i nvr blog. it's kinda dead ald. XD cousin came. u kno, need to serve the guest wut. ;D

they went lots of place. i mean GENTING. XD

hmm. can i post a proper post this afternoon? i promiseeeee. XD

hahaha. dad wanna bring me to klang. yea whatever.

i will post all the pics. i mean not all lah. some of the pics to let u guys see my holidays.

jasmineee! ur blog damn freaking nice lah! *envies*

needa wait for my second sis to help me to redo my blog.

and.. my blog is black but not an emo blog. XD

ling, u nvr sms me! :( u should come lah tuesday. can't wait to see u again honey!

gonna go SG on sunday. not going to skul on monday~ :D

will miss me ey? ((:

btw, haven't finish my h/w yet. wut to do? lazy pig wut. :D

ps: i hope time flies slower.

shanlovesyou.

2009-09-20T23:16:00.001+08:00

2009 2009! I will post a proper 1 tmr.. Granddad b'day. So coincident. Fall on 2009 2009! :D nt goin 2 genting wif my cousie tmr. Hais. :( whatever la. :'(

2009-09-19T17:37:00.002+08:00

He is a pro. :D he knows how to play organ, piano too! and bass guitar. :D

teeehee((:

cousins. forever. ((:

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY COCO LEEEE! :DDDD

happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to coco lee~

happy birthday to you! ((:

wow! times flies~ 21st already. XD hope u have a wonderful day.

i really like u as my kor! u really look alike with my eldest sis. XD

can't wait to see u again. but.. dunno when again..

next year?

next next year??

or...

maybe next next next year???

when u come back, we need to take cousieeee pic again!! go 1u and take sticker photos! XD

do u still rmb everytime u come back we sure go to that place?? XD

u really rock seriously! ((: i wanna go NZ to visit u again!!! ;DDD

last but not least,

hope all ur dreams come true. ((:

luv ya lots! =P

shanlovesyou.

2009-09-18T10:55:00.002+08:00

FRIDAY!! weeeeee! it's... a.... HOLIDAYY!!! :DDDD

yesterday the stupid internet lah! cannot use. -.- they said my dad didn't pay the bill! but my dad just paid the day before the expiry date. swt swt swt.

i thought of something yesterday.. something that is not belongs to me, forever wont be mine; but something that belongs to me, forever will be mine. no matter what it will still be mine. (my mum told me! :D)

u kno why i thought of that? coz my guess handbag gone!! NO MORE! :'( i wanted to cry. but i try to sayang myself. i did it. although i still wan that bag sooooo badly. )):

u guys really like emo ppl. why dun u guys form an emo gang?! XD or go do a blog called "the emo peeps!" XD

jasmineeeee, paper can't wrap the fire. whatever. i think u kno what i meant. =X sometimes, u need to think wideeeeely. ;D or maybe, u can think about, if u r him, will u be angry too? we need to stand at ppl side to see how they see u too! :D

Ling ah ling, u owe me LOTS of mcflurry hor! u breath every second is school horrr!! let me see ah.. count from 7.30am-3.30pm. 28800 seconds! (if i am not wrong.. ;O) oya, need to times 2 again. so it's 57600 mcflurry! woohoo! :DDDD

today have piano class dei. :((((( btw, good morning peeps! sorry for not blogging for so long. teehee. lazy bum bum wut~ XD

p/s: stop flying k time! :D

shanlovesyou.

2009-09-16T16:32:00.005+08:00

E-M-O?!

LOL! i found out everyone is sooo emo this few days. :(

computer is so damn laggy. @*#^&(@^*@$)__*#($&@

i am so lazy to post lah. :(

downloading SDO now!! :DDDD weeee!! :DDDD

want to go watch the movie that borrowed from ling. :DD

Be happy lah u guys! smileeeee! :D

don't be emo peeps! be happyyyy! just like me! ((:

------------------oya! my muffins rock! admit it!! :DDDDDD-----------------

teehee! :D

shanlovesyou.

2009-09-14T21:11:00.003+08:00

well well well, today have lots of homework! (not as usual!) XD

Zijien borrowed me her sdo disc. buttttt.. sadly, can't use it. i mean.. i dunno how to use it lah! )): u kno why? coz everything also my 2nd sis do it for me. i mean comp things. spoon feeding toooooo muchyyyy. )): hais. i wan to play the SDO soooooo badly lah. )): long time nvr play ald. suck at it ald. haissssss.

kena marah by teacher today. haisssssssss. :( why lah. i wan to quit prefect. =X but.. i dun think i can. hais. )): nvmmmm. all i need to be more sabar! XD i scared i ~~tahan~~ ald. XD sonner or later i will be some gila people in the school. =X sarah need to teman me ahh!! :DDDD

la la la. end year test is coming! sobb sobb. :'( good luck peeps! i kno u guys are studying hard now! XDD and pmr test is comingg soon too! wish u guys best of luck! =P

cousin is coming from Singaporeeee! weeee! :D going genting with them! ((: miss themmm. ;D

2nd SISTER GOOD LUCK YA!! DO UR VERY BEST! :DDDD

p/s: i hope everythinggggggg will be back to normal.

shanlovesyou.

2009-09-12T22:22:00.004+08:00

In Zijien houseee! :DDDD

yea yea yea. i found out that everyone is very very lazy to blog yesterday. XD Haha. lazy bum bum ah! XD well well, i am still the last one who post.

1st thing. woke up early in the morning. and then, ling said she will come at 11am but then.. she came out from her house like bout 10am i think? then she smsed me. then i was like "wth?!" so early?! then...

she smsed me at 10.20am that she is at bsi ald. i was like hurrying like a mad ppl. then i went "shopping" with ling. yea yea. i think she probably will die again. coz.. she wants big i wan small. Hahaa. at last, flour also din use it. oni the icing she is correct. sorry lah ling! bcoz that time i din bring money so i scared u dun have money too. -..- =X at last oni u say ur mum's wallet has 50bucks. swttttt.

THen, we headed to zijien house. u kno, although i go 1u dunno how many thousand and million times, i still dunno how to go. if u ask me to go to 1u the mc.d, i also dunno the way k. :( i dunno why am i so bad at knowing the way.

Reached zijien's house. and then.. the two sisters, wanna see HORROR MOVIES. Damn scary k!! the movie name called "unborn". i was like putting my mp4 and close my eyes. and ling~ *it's oni 26/30, it's not the max volume. XD* u kno i hate horror movies. they so bad lah. )): when it's scary, they puposely put until sooooo loud and then took all my pillows away. hmph! the movie "knowing" i also scared lah what oni. shiat shiat shiat. :(

Anddddd, we went upstairs. WOAH next time i wan to go to my sister house as often as i can. i wan to play SDO AHHH!! oya. thank you "ling's brother" XD hahaha. i love the pizzas. Hahahaa!! thank you sooooo muchyyyy! ((:

after that, jasmineee came. then she waited outside. then kah why, kah jun and kajoon came. Hahaha((: okay~ then we started baking. ((: hahaha. enjoy all the pics! :DDD

SCARY MOVIES. *hate hate* XD

Ling, Zjien, Me~ :DDD

La La Poseeeey.

They are watching scary movies. )): and i am facing them. XD

CUPOOOCAKES. =P

After that, i went to Korean. called DAORAE. :DDDDD i miss that restaurant ald! they are soooo good to me. ((: ahahaa. i love it soooo muchyyy!! very very very nice lah!!! ((: go go go!!! i introduce u guys to go ah!! it's in kota damansara. ((:

p/s: I luv u guys. thank you.

shanlovesyou.

2009-09-11T18:06:00.003+08:00

Here's some pictures!! lazy to type. :DDDD

year 2008. January if i am not mistaken. ((:

Last year grandpapa birthday. ((:

i look so ugly here. i dunno why. /:

Last year. 2nd sis birthday! love u lots. ((:

LOL! i post this because today have piano lesson. urgh.

I AM SO B..O..R..E..D

Today, miss-asslingggggg never come to school and also crystal! they ditched me and jasminee ah! XD okayy. actually ling did come to school but just for awhile. haha. =P

posted some pictures to make sure u all are ~~bored~~ like me. XP today have piano lessons. Oyaa!! i saw someone in school.. very familiar. i think jasmineee knows what am i talking about. but i am not sure bout it. it's a guy from my tuition place but we didn't talk before. Hahaha nvm~ maybe i recognize the wrong person. ((:

today went piano class as usual, got 2 new students. and.. guess what?! they came from Tenby international school. same like the two form 3 girls that just changed to that international school. it's brother and sister. i was shock when i saw the name of the school. so coincidence. =X

tomorrow going to zijien house. can't wait to bake muffins there! ((:

p/s: thank you. ((:

shanlovesyou.

2009-09-10T17:53:00.003+08:00

S-O-R-R-Y.

i dunno why am i the one that keep on saying sorry. but nvm, if sorry can makes people feels better. then i dun mind saying it. =X today going to be a longgggg post i think? XD

i hate S brother. -..- he thinks he damn smart is it?! i mixed up with mosquito and mosquitoes. okay. whatever. think of it, i feel like slapping him ald. XD haiya. laugh lah laugh lah. let's see at last hu laugh at hu! )): feel soo bad. )): upsr over! :D

To Vonni mummy. if u see my blog, i got something to tell u. As a "guo lai ren" that has same feelings be4 like wut ur feelings now, i wan to say.. dun give up. i kno u r dissapointed. i kno u r sad. i kno u thought he will like u until 2 years or maybe until u found a bf. but u kno wut, everyone has the hak to choose. if u really dun like him u leave him, if u still got a little tiny bit that like him, please, mummy, as a daughter of u, i hope u ~~let go~~. dun regret. i dun wanna u to be regret. i am sorry. tell me everything, i'll tell u everything. that's a deal.

Aeric!! my brother. haha. i think he must be thinking 'since when i am pei shan's brother?' how i wish to have a brother. but.. :'( sadly i have none. i always ask my parents why i dun have a brother like others? XD coz i saw my cousin bro treat my cousin sis very good. but the cousin bro treat us bad. XD not very bad lah, i mean everytime very sarcastic. i really envy all those people that has brother. but.. i still love my two sisters. ((: btw, i'm glad to have aeric as a brother. XD i wonder i should call him little brother or older brother. LOL!! :D he looks so cute. )): *envies* not fair. hmph! =X

Ling, u kno wut? u are not that kind of girl. neither jasmine. i am sorry. i shouldn't agree with u. )): sorry. be happy. i wan my honey be happy always. please? )): jasmineeee, congrats that the teachers chose u as a prefects!! that means u rock! XD sorry vonni. i kno how u feel now. i am sorry.

p/s: sorry sorry sorry. i wan u guys to be happy. ((:

shanlovesyou.

2009-09-09T19:44:00.002+08:00

SORRY. my love one's. Jasmine.

This the only thing i can say. sorry. i dunno how to stop hurting my friends. i am sorry. first aeric, then jasmineee then i dunno next will be who. i am sorry. i didn't mean to say it. i am sorry. i dunno what to do. i am sorry jasmine. sorry for saying u that. i really really feel very very bad. i am sorry. that's what i can do. maybe u will say "if sorry can make things back, why they still have people in the jail?'

i am sorry.

2009-09-09T17:48:00.002+08:00

Whatever. 090909. :DDDDD

Today got lots of marks. as usual la. B's and C's. what to do? not a genius. XD mr loke gave us our maths paper. careless mistakes everywhere. wth. ms yoga gave us too. B B B. )): moral. i love moral! XD got 96. XD an A. Hahaha. an achivement!! XD

LING! u are addicted to the something so called "cube"! i wonder hu said she dun like to play ah?! XD

something just came up of my mind.

i wan to say.. i hope u do this again. i dunno when i can tahan u. u just.. can stop it? think of me at least. i am ur friend. ha-ha. maybe u did think of me. but u kno what? it's like u dun trust me. although i kno why u do that to me. i kno wuts ur purpose. but.. i still think.. u shouldn't do that. fine. maybe i am really not good or what, but everyone has feelings. but u kno wut?! u seriously make me mad. =X i wanted to do something. but i can't. u r my friend. that's why i thought of u. please. nvm. thought of that suddenly. nothing will change. over.

Colin's cupycakes are really nice. it makes me think of he bought it not he made it! colin.. i hope u did it not u bought it. =X but.. if u did it, i wanna say something.. it really taste good. ((:

sorry Jasmineeee. maybe i did hurt u. but.. i am sorry. i dun mean it. )): although i kno sorry can't make thing goes better but.. it's the only thing i can do. sorry.

p/s: whatever. i dun care. ((:

shanlovesyou.

2009-09-08T17:59:00.003+08:00

ASSESSMENT 4 IS OVER!!

AHH!!! can't wait to finish our end year test. hmm. i'm bored. yea kinda. XD

Yesterday i did make muffins. but it's not enough water/milk/eggs. either one. we are gonna win!! aeric and colin!! :D aeric, u dun need to say sorry!! :DDD tee-hee. be happy lah~ Hahaha((;

it's going to year end holidays!!! hoooo-raaaaaayyy. oya. UPSR. good luck peeps! i hope u guys can get good marky marks. xD (think back two years)i did cry like this world is going to end. coz.. i expected more. sometimes when u least expect it, it's better. u wont get hurt so much. =P

i miss my little pet brother. he's younger than me a year. he's studying in DJ school. i hope i still can see him. i hope he ~~forget~~ his pet sister-me after having gf. *hmph* XD but.. i really hope i can see u again. i miss u!! ((: I am glad that u smsed me this year. i remember he smsed me that day was that day we went to crystal houseeeeeee play mahjong. OMG time flies. SOOOO FAST?!!!!! can't believe itt!!! i thought it just last month we went crystal houseee! )): so fast. i ~~wan~~ PMR dei. XD here's some piciessss.

PICTURES. ((:

std 5 kiddies. XD although u guys keep on bullying me, but i still wish we can be good friends. ((;

Korean girrrrrl. XD pretty horrr. =P

WELCOME TO SHAN SHAN KIDDY TIME PICS! hehe((:

my dad decided to take this pic coz he wants to let ppl knows that i am 6 years old ald and i still suck my thumbbbbb. ((: *sweet memories*

In Genting. okayyyy i kno i have ~~front teeth~~. XD

MY DOGGY CUTE HORRR!! XD

thanks for wasting ur time on my bloggggieeee!! :D

p/s: i hope i will get good marks in my assessment 4.

shanlovesyou

2009-09-06T18:03:00.003+08:00

HOORAYYYYY!!!!

O-m-g. i am so damn happy! my muffins are successful. i mean durhh. coz my mum helped me. XD and and and another thing!! Jasmineeee mei can go!!! :D

tee-hee today went shopping!! i saw a handbag. tiny wan. quite nice. white in color. 100bucks. but my mum dun wanna buy for me!! )): she said ah small little kid take handbag not nice lah~ looks like adult lah~ bla bla bla. hmph! but really damn nice ah!! it's GUESS!! but really damn damn damn nice. first time fall in love with a bag. handbag. I WAN IT SO BADLY! 100 bucksssssss. )): not tat expo wut. )):

Went Sakae sushi to makan. is so damn high tech. got comp there. u need to order urself. XD luckily i read jasmineee blog after eating my meal dei. or not... i will also vomit out. XD

AH!!! still got 1 more day till FREEDOM! can't wait. nvr study. yesterday and today. yesterday went my aunt's dinner. so.. u kno. suck. XD hahaa linggg. jasmineeee turtle scared me sometimes too. it's GREEN in color! XD but i still love it. jasmineeee, u can't get it away from me!!((: (blekkkkk =P)

btw, here's some pics. XD nice pics. hope u guys will like it. the pandan muffin is seriously tasty and sweet! :D btw, id u wan to buy flour, buy muffin flour. i dunno whether got cupcake flour. coz everything is inside ald. even vanilla esen. ((: so it's easy. only except for eggs and oil. =P

AUSSIE muffins. so big rite? XD

Malaysia muffins. in the airplane. ((:

I BAKE WAN AH!!! XD

TA-DA!!! ((: nice leh?? wanna have someeee?? =P

p/s: i hope. i wish. i want. everything be fine.

shanlovesyou.

2009-09-05T15:23:00.004+08:00

be happy k everyone? =X

ling, dun be sad or wut lah. just becoz that guy kacau jasmine. and SOMEONE hates him so that's why he will write that. so be happy. ((: and rite.. ian, u have no right to question ling why she likes him.. hahaha. ((: tee-hee. =P so ling, be happy. dun care bout anything. jasmine, i hope u are ok too. ((:

i dun wan to go online ald. i am sorry aeric. i kno it's my fault. i am really sorry to hurt u. maybe becoz u said sumthing that seriously hurt me alot that's why i said sumthing bad to u too. i am sorry. i didn't mean it. maybe i really dun look good in without glasses. just like wut joyee and aeric said. but.. i like taking pics without glasses. so.. i am sorry. coz u seriously hurt me. sorry aeric. that i hurt u too. be happy k. smile always. a big D there.

i am sorry to hurt u. i am really really really sorry.

p/s: stop hurting me please.

shanlovesyou.

2009-09-04T20:31:00.005+08:00

CUPCAKES!!!

AUSSIE CUPCAKES. THE ICING IS DAMN HARD. -..-

my sis sent me this pic coz she wanna make me jealous. hmph! XD

i miss aussie. and the foods there. )):

dunno since when i love cupckaes. i think since ling said she loves cupcakes soooo much, i think i kinda fall in love in it. but... it's fall in love DOING cupcakes. hahahaa. i think it's kind of interesting! but i nvr do before. so well, i am gonna ruin zijien's kitchen. ZIJIEN don't kill me k!! :D i hope i will succeed. )): i dun wan to fail lah!! i'm gonna do first at home.

but.. my mum said do muffins is much more easy. but.. ling said they are doing cupcakes to compete with COLIN, AERIC and JOYEE. i think? not sure bout joyee. omg. i wan to taste their cupcakes. XD yea yea. i dun think my cupcakes can eat. XD I hope the judges wont go to toilet after eating my cupcakes or muffins. XD (kind of gross..)

I MISS SHOPPING. assessment is driving me crazy. @@ i am so sick of it now. MERDEKA ahhh. i miss. XD i think i did badly for my geo and my ART! O-M-G now i think i seriously hate art. XP it's so ugly. hais. still got 3 more papers! (ling it's 3 not 2. LOL) maths, moral and kh. well well well, kh. makes me thinks of ricko and shadi. )): they are so good in kh. i dunno they gila or what. -..- XD sorry! no offence. XD MATHS AH!!! zijien said she's not going to skul on that day. i dun wan ahh!! my sis not here. cannot teach me. )):

btw, crystal is back! welcome back! ((: i love ur souviniers too! and jasmine wan of course! LUCKY STAR!! ((: hehe=P monday is a holiday. i wan to sleep i miss my sleeps. i slept for 3 hours in the evening. tee-hee. what to do? pig what. ^@^

p/s: i wish my sorethroat will be better. =X

shanlovesyou.

2009-09-03T20:20:00.000+08:00

edited by LSL. ((:

ASSESSMENT WEEK!

LOL! assessment week and i am still on9-ing. sorry for not posting for soooooo longggg. i'll post more pics tmr night. i promise. XD tmr is geo and art. omg. i ~~wan~~ lah.

u know ah. the amanda ah, go put me in morning annoucement again. wth. i am so sick of it. i thought next week i wont be doing it again, but then she said continue and sarah will be the next patrol leader. i wonder where is all the new probates? sarah and me is like suffering now. we are going to quit prefect next year i think? XD it's so tiring.

i am very tired. i need a rest. i cannot tahan anymore lah. ish. i wan to be like last year. chatting together with JCS. =P i miss last year. every break also chit and chat. XD i remember got exam time we sit together and study outside the library. XD isn't it fun?? =P

Oya, UPSR is around the corner!! :D hope they will do well. good luck! ((:

p/s: i wish i can get good results.

shanlovesyou.

2009-08-30T21:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY MY LOVELY SISTER!! ((:

ISN'T SHE PRETTY?! =P♥

To: my pinky lovely sister!

O-M-G. it's ur 20th birthday already! didn't know that u are so ~~young~~ ald~ hahaha. jkjk. same birthday as merdeka day~ next year only u can merdeka lah~ LMAO! 21st. XD i'm just 14 years old. why lah u need to be older than me for 6 years?! why not 4 years or maybe lesser than 6 years. when i go form 1 u will be going overseas. i go std 1 u go high school. what is this lah!! )):

I love you sis, u r seriously a very very good sister. u and erjie is the best sister ever!! i really really love you all. do u remember? last time i used to pack books for you. coz u study in chong hwa and u everytime stay until late night. i wish i still can do it for you! ((: Although we everytime fight, but fight can zheng jia gan qing isn't it? XD

I love you sis, u teach me everything. u are way better than a teacher. ur maths is very good. i remember when ah yee came back from NZ, my maths drop tremendously. coz i only kno how to play. and i got 49/50 in class. man. i remember u taught me until midnight. and i kno u are sleepy but u still teach me. i rmb u knock my head in pencil. i rmb u ask me not to be careless. that's why i love maths now. when i got my maths results, i always wan to tell u first. becoz u r the one that let me love maths.

I love you sis, u are so far yet so near. we need to use skype to communicate. although u are in aussie, but u are always in our heart. i hope u kno it. ((: i remember i cried last year becoz i found out something BIG. but u say u will still sayang me. :D then i stopped crying. u really meant alot to me.

I love you, the girl that wears pink, holding pink pen, wearing pink watch, pink book, pink socks, pink laptop, pink bed, pink wall, pink door, pink tooth brush, pink scarf, pink hairbands, pink highlighter, pink pencil box, pink pins, pink pink pink everything pink!! that is my sister. ((: love you ALOT!!!

I love you sis, i hope u wont cry. i dun wan u to cry. i saw u cry twice only. u are such a brave girl. but u are still a girl. u have emotions. but i dun wan u to cry. that day u cried in the toilet. me and sister very very very sad too. if anything happen, u can tell erjie and me. ((: we always support u! rite erjie?? ((:

Last but not least, i love you always!! Muaks!! ((:

Memories. something that we must always keep inside our heart.

YEAR 2004

year 2007

2008.

remember! i am the queen! i rule the 3 sisters world! XD

my two lovely sisters! ((;

ME AND MY SISTER!! ^^

THE THREE SISTERS! FOREVER AND EVER

2009-08-30T21:23:00.000+08:00

WELCOME BACK JASMINEEEEEE!! :DDD

Do u miss us?? ((: i miss you soooo much!! now is ling's turn. Sorry ling!! can't get u to see my post on time. SAFE JOURNEY YA! dun eat so much ah~~ honey!! afterwards become fatty honey. XP jkjk btw, one come back one go some place. i wan to go out lah!! )): can't wait to finish my end of year exam. btw, UPSR coming! ((: wish all of the upsr ppl will get good results yo!! study study study stress stress stress. yesterday went some taiwan restaurant makan~ quite nice! i mean yea.. the rice is nice. :D is in SS2~ =P i wan to go out larh!! i ~~tahan~~ staying at home ald. XD oya! i watched 17 again! not really nice. er.. 2.5/5 stars. tee-hee((:

p/s:i hope i pass my piano exam. and i hope i can get good result in my assessment 3.

shanlovesyou

2009-08-27T21:14:00.000+08:00

EDITS;

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY COLIN JASON OOI!

hmm. it's ur b'day isn't it tmr?? and i oni have that pic. kind of cacat. i mean u are sooooo emo. XP
btw, hope u have a nice b'day lah super rich guy. XD hmm. i think this year got alot alot alot of things happened. isn't it?? XD shhhh.
btw, i have nothing to say. but still wish u happy early 14th b'day to u!! :DDD that pic.. ishhh. it reminds me of..... u and ling's pic. two emo people! :DDDD okk time to shut up. =X
hope all ur dreams come true! ((:

2009-08-27T15:50:00.000+08:00

Omg. seriously. do u believe a pig ~~have~~ 8 hours sleep during her holidays!! *faints*

Yesterday i slept at 3am or maybe 4am!! and i didn't sleep in the afternoon!! shiattttt.

woke up at 11am. mum called. said i need to wake up and go some so call 'spine stretching'. i wish my spine gets better. ((:

okay. i get bored of it ald. assessment 4 is around the corner!! like wut ling said. i didn't even study yet! omg. i think i will get more D's and i think we are gonna listen to Mr.x lectures again. i hope i am a genius. XD

my mum told me something funny. back to 13 years. XD

'shan shan come here~' mum said.

i'm a kid and i was walking with my kakak. XD

'shan shan, see this pair of shoes is it suitable for you.' mum said.

then suddenly.....

'hey, i think this pair of shoes is suitable for ur son'. a woman said.

she took up a pair of blue shoes.

'errr.. she's a girl. hehe((:' my mum laugh. XD

shan shan equals son son?? XP hahaaha the woman thought my mum saying son son. isn't it funny? if u din laugh tat means u suck lah!! XD

p/s: i wan to be a genius!! :DDD

shanlovesyou.

2009-08-26T16:37:00.000+08:00

my hair nice horr~ *perasan-inggg*

Boredddd!! mannn. holidaysss.

SAW THAT!! MC FLURRY!! my love! :D

I LOVE MY DADDY! everytime he will try his very very best to buy mc flurry for me!! :DDDD i love him. i love you daddy! *muaks* XD went dunno where to makan lunch. hahaha;D

ling! mc flurry is mine! no snatchy snatchy!! u go get ur lam fung lah! u betrayed me!! :'( *hiding at a corner and cry* XD

Sorry jasmineee!! need to ask u to wait for sooo long for my geo project. XD SORRY!! =X

maybe not going to on9 at nite. SAFE JOURNEY JASMINEEE MEI!!! :DDDD see you on monday! dun be ling's favourite ah!! *dark choc* ((: must be my favourite. *white choc* =P oops. i forgotten someone said she doesn't like choc. =X

AUSSIE CHOC ROCKS!! :DDD

p/s: i want more mc flurry oreo. :D

shanlovesyou

2009-08-25T21:23:00.000+08:00

honey and i. ((:

HA! caught u makan!! :DDDD

CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU!!! <33333

OMG! that is seriously TASTY!!!! (stomach is hungry now) *grin*

WIND WIND WIND. what r you? where r u? ((:

Aren't it pretty?? ;DDDD

the wind looks like a heart shape to me. hahaha((: i am so addicted to a book so call 'night world'. i dunno why ling honey doesn't like it. hmph? it's a love story. haha. but every story is not related to each other. xD

The Soul Mate Principle! it's so cool. hahaha;D man man man. i wonder JCS believe there's such thing in the world. but shan shan believes. XD isn't it cool??!! and u kno.. the way the writer write it, it's so.. real. my gosh. it's really really a good book to read!! :DDDD believe me!!

Oya. Sat i went to my dad's skul reunion. it's in a hotel. i forgotten what's the name. /: btw, there's all students fr everywhere. i mean fr independent high school. of course, my sis school is still the best. :D first for everything. chong hwa man! :D i wonder why i didn't go to chong hwa. hais. kind of regret. XD but not regret having u guys!! :D

Can't wait to see my two sis again! weeee they're coming back!! i bet ling can't wait to see her bro. rite? rite? rite?? =P i hope my eldest sis dun forget my lovely cake that she promise me she'll try to bring back. :D

Mwhahahaa. (shan is not gila, seriously!!) *shan shan acting serious* ahem. omg omg!! i finish my geo project!! XD 20 pages is it more than enough?? maybe i'll add more. XD jasmineeee enjoy ur trip to redang yo! dun come back become my best buddies. (dark choc) oops. joking joking. hahaha;D My dad bought an automatic mahjong. JCPS! next time can come to my house and play. no need to use ur hand to shuffle it man! it's VERY VERY COOL! :DDD

p/s: time time time. :D love u so much. but make it slower again pleaseeeee~ ((:

shanlovesyou

2009-08-24T20:20:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA NG MEI!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAI MA!!!

sorry. kind of late. should be belated birthday. hahaha ;D
i lazy to post. hahaha;D btw, hope u guys have fun!!
okay. i dun really kno u guys last time, but now we are really good friends isn't it?? :D
haha. asslingg!! u ahh! make me wake up at 9.30am!! at last still din come.
u gek sei ngo ah!!! ur honey sleep at 2am u kno!! and whole night still can't sleep yesterday.
urgh. at last still need to wait till skul reopens. u ah!! i feel like chopping u!! XD
u din kesien ur honey ah!! XD

p/s: time time time. stop for awhile. i am trying to follow your pace.

shanlovesyou

2009-08-23T22:04:00.000+08:00

HEHE:D

Just 1 short post. hmm. holidays coming! oops. it's ald holiday. XD btw, no plans at all. most probably staying at home sleeping. xD i can sleep until 13 hours. omg. seriously. isn't it good?? XD i love holidays. but very very lonely at home. Jasmine going to Redang yo! nice place i bet. HAPPY HOLIDAYS JASMINEE MEI! ling going Penang. i think i'm not going anywhere. can't meet u there ald. :'( HAPPY HOLIDAYS TOO HONEY! Crystal. heard that she's going somewhere. but i dunno where. xD btw, HAPPY HOLIDAYS! xD okay. alot of homework to do. ling's coming to my house tmr i think? xD haha. sms me k!! =P gtg off9! bye!! :D

p/s: time stop flying. =P

shanlovesyou

2009-08-20T21:52:00.000+08:00

SHAN SHAN POST:D

today got a cut. u kno wut. i dun feel like doing the art project ald. ling, u can put me at the last. i dun wan any credit of it. i didn't do anything. except for paying it. =X the cut is so ... it's bleeding u kno! Ish. i'm going for a dinner on Saturday and i got a cut. )): hais. ok i cried. haha=X my mum said babies cry coz they are hungry or need to poo poo or pee pee coz they can't talk. so we cry becoz we are hurt. so i am taking advantage to cry. ((: i dun like crying coz of sad things. =P

i wan jas jas to be happy ah!! ;D jasmine, i, er pei shan, promise wont ruin ur happiness. :D i, er pei shan, will always support my mei. no matter what and where. jasminee, u no need to feel guilty or anything. everyone wants to have a better life. so if i can give u a better life. i dun mind losing a guy friend. ((: i also dun wan to lose a friend like u. rmb that. u wan me dun talk dun care dun look at him i dun mind. please. i wan u to be happy. dun be sad k. =X and dun angry at me. =P

Ling, ur post reminds me of last time. *back to 6 years old*
that time i went hong kong with my dad's friends. they are german. ((: so we went to the ocean park in hong kong. suddenly, i lost my key chain. that key chain is my eldest sister bought it for me. i hang it in on my bag. but after a long walk, i found out that i lose it. i was crying and crying. nonstop. then i rmb i keep on crying and saying 'that's fr my sis! she will scold me' something like that. so everyone helped me to find. but at last, nothing. nothing! so my dad went to the souvenirs shop and buy 1 looks like the one that i lose it.
Ling, i hope u precious everything that u have now. u dunno when u r gonna lose it. be happy. u dunno tmr wuts gonna happen. i'll help u to find in school.

p/s: i hope everything turns good.

shanlovesyou.

2009-08-19T21:17:00.000+08:00

LMAO

Today JCPS all online leh!! :DDDDD i hate einstein!! ish. i hope my class and dickens can win. xD oya, i am not evil. ooops i mean my eyes don't look evil! here's the conv.

Ricko: Pei shan! don't read books lah now. it's dark.
Shan: Haiya. nvm lah! hu cares~~ ((:
Ricko: Afterwards ur eyes beome more evil ah!
Shan: *swt*

Hahahaaa. Joyee lah! say my eyes evil. ish. oya. i tell u ah! prefect is not maids!! ish. they expect us to pick up things on the floor. i was like 'wth?!' i hate it lah. i am so gonna quit next year. i think?? XD

i am gonna continue reading my story book. sarah will kill me if i didn't give her back her story book be4 holidays. Hahahah. ;D i love you all JCPS!! muakz muakz muakz!! =P

p/s: JCPS must happy always k!! love u all~~ (((:

shanlovesyou

2009-08-17T17:14:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SISTER JASMINEEEEE! ;DDDDD

Hehe! welcome to 14 years old~! ((: JCPS all finally become 14!! i promise i will give u the present ASAP!! really sorry! here we go! our story.........

1 einstein 2008. i love 1 einstein. i remember jasmineee is close to crystal. but she said the first time she went with me. maybe is true. i kind of forgotten. but i kno we are very very close dunno fr wut month. XD JCPS is always together. we laugh together, eat together, play together, sing together, tell secrets together, gossips together and lots lots lots! i remember u guys love to say GHOST STORIES! which i hate it soooo much. XD i scared lahhhh. hahaha i remember got a day maan/joyee asked ms rubini which of us is the most quiet girl, the teacher said we all look quiet! hahaha but, seriously we are not! coz we are JCPS! :DDD i hope u are happy jasmine. today is a big day. ur mum give birth u at 17/08/1995. ((: i love you jasmineeee!! seriously! u are sooooo kind! u are like soooo sweet!! =P i hope u are happy always! i am sorry for everything i've done. (if i did sumthing wrongly.) btw, today is a precious day for you. u need to spend ur time wisely k! :DDDDD anything u do, JCPS will always beside u! i hope we are always be together. no matter what. what's the bm peribahasa again... er.. wut.. we are like air tidak akan diputus or sumthing sumthing lah.. *my bm sucks so sorry! XD*

This post is meant for Jasmineeee mei only~ hahaa((:

p/s: i wish everyone around me is happy. :D

shanlovesyou.

SPCJ YO! XD

SMILE ALWAYS K JASMINEEEE!! :DDDD

tee-hee! ((: so nice! isn't it? =D

2009-08-16T20:34:00.000+08:00

Am i bad?

Suddenly, I really really feel that i am so far apart from u all. i feel that i'm not in that member. suddenly, i realize u all really really very very close. am i really an outsider? i dun wan to know the answer. do u kno how it feels when something cut through ur hand? the pain, the blood that coming out. that is exactly how i feel right now. why? am i really that bad? sometimes i feel like quitting. i cannot tahan ald. i dun wan to hear anything. i dun wan to hate u because i kno it's my fault. i am sorry. maybe i am just too bad. i am really really sorry. am i the last one to kno? i feel that i am useless. still got eng essay haven't do. ish. lastly, i wan to say thank you to you for everything that u done before for me.

p/s: please leave me alone.

shanlovesyou.