Am i bad?

Suddenly, I really really feel that i am so far apart from u all. i feel that i'm not in that member. suddenly, i realize u all really really very very close. am i really an outsider? i dun wan to know the answer. do u kno how it feels when something cut through ur hand? the pain, the blood that coming out. that is exactly how i feel right now. why? am i really that bad? sometimes i feel like quitting. i cannot tahan ald. i dun wan to hear anything. i dun wan to hate u because i kno it's my fault. i am sorry. maybe i am just too bad. i am really really sorry. am i the last one to kno? i feel that i am useless. still got eng essay haven't do. ish. lastly, i wan to say thank you to you for everything that u done before for me.

p/s: please leave me alone.

shanlovesyou.