Today have piano class. i need to play infront of everyone. i mean almost of the grade 8 students and 2 grade 7 students. i was shaking and i am sweating. i am so cold. i need warm air. bla bla bla. i suck. i played badly coz i am too nervous. i am so sleepy too. i am glad that i make a new friend there. it's my junior. haha((: she's from yuk chai too. but she's oni 13 years old. 13 years old take grade 8. isn't she brilliant?! i think she is. she is kind too. i like to make friends with her. haha((: since it's like we are the youngest among all of them. got a guy form3 la but who talks with guys if we dun even kno each other rite? xD oh man. i hope that i can play well on that day. her playing is very very good. really! same song but different style. she got 128/150 for grade 7! n she thinks is very bad. i got oni 126/150. still got 4 marks then i can get a distinction! i wish her good luck on wednesday!! i hope she do well. ((: i bet she needs it too. i care about now man. i dunno. i think i am very nervous. i think vomitting is the best way? ((: my teacher is stressing me man! i kno wut she thinks. she thinks that i suck. she always put me at last. maybe she is helping me but i dunno. xD i think she doesn't me and i think she doesn't like her students be a music teacher? coz my sis is currently studying music in melbourne uni. and i dunno, the feeling is like she dun mendorong her. xD she kept on saying it's hard and bla bla bla. my parents dun like her. but i think she is good but in some ways i dun really like. btw, it's all piano. after 11/08/09, i'll be free. maybe i'll be sad or happy. see my luck on that day then. ((: oya, jasmineeee, i dunno i can go out not, but i think i can? coz on that day beaconhouse got open skul. owh. i'll try to go. ((: count down: 2 more days.

p/s: i hope time flies faster.

shanlovesyou.