WEDNESDAY.

I have a feeling suddenly. I dunno what is it. And i dun wan to know.
Coz i kno truth is always bad. I dun wan to kno more bout that thing.
The more i think, the more i think i am bad. I feel that i am useless.
Ling having problems i can't help.
Jasmine having problems i still kept on teasing her.
Crystal having problems and i don't know.
Maybe u guys will think i am cold blooded.
I am really really sorry. Everything i've done it's just bad.
I only care for myself. When i saw Jasminee blog and Ling's;
suddenly, i feel like i am just an outsider. A person that wants to join them but can't.
I think maybe i didn't really talk to u all much. I hope we will be back like past.
Sitting around, Playing around, Throwing nuts around, Pulling skirts/shirts around..
I miss. I want. But i can't.
I hope u guys can forgive me for not understanding u all.
I'm sorry Ling.
I'm sorry Jasmine.
I'm sorry Crystal.
Don't be sad. Be brave just like me. :D
I don't want to see u guys so sad and moody and emo and .....
Smiling can makes everything bright.
See u believe or not. ((:

p/s: 如果时间可以倒转，我希望结局不是这样。

shanlovesyou.