Sunday, August 30, 2009

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY MY LOVELY SISTER!! ((:


ISN'T SHE PRETTY?! =P

To: my pinky lovely sister!


O-M-G. it's ur 20th birthday already! didn't know that u are so young ald~ hahaha. jkjk. same birthday as merdeka day~ next year only u can merdeka lah~ LMAO! 21st. XD i'm just 14 years old. why lah u need to be older than me for 6 years?! why not 4 years or maybe lesser than 6 years. when i go form 1 u will be going overseas. i go std 1 u go high school. what is this lah!! )):

I love you sis, u r seriously a very very good sister. u and erjie is the best sister ever!! i really really love you all. do u remember? last time i used to pack books for you. coz u study in chong hwa and u everytime stay until late night. i wish i still can do it for you! ((: Although we everytime fight, but fight can zheng jia gan qing isn't it? XD

I love you sis, u teach me everything. u are way better than a teacher. ur maths is very good. i remember when ah yee came back from NZ, my maths drop tremendously. coz i only kno how to play. and i got 49/50 in class. man. i remember u taught me until midnight. and i kno u are sleepy but u still teach me. i rmb u knock my head in pencil. i rmb u ask me not to be careless. that's why i love maths now. when i got my maths results, i always wan to tell u first. becoz u r the one that let me love maths.

I love you sis, u are so far yet so near. we need to use skype to communicate. although u are in aussie, but u are always in our heart. i hope u kno it. ((: i remember i cried last year becoz i found out something BIG. but u say u will still sayang me. :D then i stopped crying. u really meant alot to me.

I love you, the girl that wears pink, holding pink pen, wearing pink watch, pink book, pink socks, pink laptop, pink bed, pink wall, pink door, pink tooth brush, pink scarf, pink hairbands, pink highlighter, pink pencil box, pink pins, pink pink pink everything pink!! that is my sister. ((: love you ALOT!!!

I love you sis, i hope u wont cry. i dun wan u to cry. i saw u cry twice only. u are such a brave girl. but u are still a girl. u have emotions. but i dun wan u to cry. that day u cried in the toilet. me and sister very very very sad too. if anything happen, u can tell erjie and me. ((: we always support u! rite erjie?? ((:

Last but not least, i love you always!! Muaks!! ((:

Memories. something that we must always keep inside our heart.

YEAR 2004



year 2007

2008.

remember! i am the queen! i rule the 3 sisters world! XD

my two lovely sisters! ((;


ME AND MY SISTER!! ^^


THE THREE SISTERS! FOREVER AND EVER
WELCOME BACK JASMINEEEEEE!! :DDD

Do u miss us?? ((: i miss you soooo much!! now is ling's turn. Sorry ling!! can't get u to see my post on time. SAFE JOURNEY YA! dun eat so much ah~~ honey!! afterwards become fatty honey. XP jkjk btw, one come back one go some place. i wan to go out lah!! )): can't wait to finish my end of year exam. btw, UPSR coming! ((: wish all of the upsr ppl will get good results yo!! study study study stress stress stress. yesterday went some taiwan restaurant makan~ quite nice! i mean yea.. the rice is nice. :D is in SS2~ =P i wan to go out larh!! i tahan staying at home ald. XD oya! i watched 17 again! not really nice. er.. 2.5/5 stars. tee-hee((:

p/s:i hope i pass my piano exam. and i hope i can get good result in my assessment 3.

shanlovesyou

Thursday, August 27, 2009

EDITS;

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY COLIN JASON OOI!

hmm. it's ur b'day isn't it tmr?? and i oni have that pic. kind of cacat. i mean u are sooooo emo. XP
btw, hope u have a nice b'day lah super rich guy. XD hmm. i think this year got alot alot alot of things happened. isn't it?? XD shhhh.
btw, i have nothing to say. but still wish u happy early 14th b'day to u!! :DDD that pic.. ishhh. it reminds me of..... u and ling's pic. two emo people! :DDDD okk time to shut up. =X
hope all ur dreams come true! ((:
Omg. seriously. do u believe a pig have 8 hours sleep during her holidays!! *faints*
Yesterday i slept at 3am or maybe 4am!! and i didn't sleep in the afternoon!! shiattttt.
woke up at 11am. mum called. said i need to wake up and go some so call 'spine stretching'. i wish my spine gets better. ((:
okay. i get bored of it ald. assessment 4 is around the corner!! like wut ling said. i didn't even study yet! omg. i think i will get more D's and i think we are gonna listen to Mr.x lectures again. i hope i am a genius. XD
my mum told me something funny. back to 13 years. XD
'shan shan come here~' mum said.
i'm a kid and i was walking with my kakak. XD
'shan shan, see this pair of shoes is it suitable for you.' mum said.
then suddenly.....
'hey, i think this pair of shoes is suitable for ur son'. a woman said.
she took up a pair of blue shoes.
'errr.. she's a girl. hehe((:' my mum laugh. XD
shan shan equals son son?? XP hahaaha the woman thought my mum saying son son. isn't it funny? if u din laugh tat means u suck lah!! XD
p/s: i wan to be a genius!! :DDD
shanlovesyou.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

my hair nice horr~ *perasan-inggg*

Boredddd!! mannn. holidaysss.

SAW THAT!! MC FLURRY!! my love! :D
I LOVE MY DADDY! everytime he will try his very very best to buy mc flurry for me!! :DDDD i love him. i love you daddy! *muaks* XD went dunno where to makan lunch. hahaha;D
ling! mc flurry is mine! no snatchy snatchy!! u go get ur lam fung lah! u betrayed me!! :'( *hiding at a corner and cry* XD
Sorry jasmineee!! need to ask u to wait for sooo long for my geo project. XD SORRY!! =X
maybe not going to on9 at nite. SAFE JOURNEY JASMINEEE MEI!!! :DDDD see you on monday! dun be ling's favourite ah!! *dark choc* ((: must be my favourite. *white choc* =P oops. i forgotten someone said she doesn't like choc. =X
AUSSIE CHOC ROCKS!! :DDD

p/s: i want more mc flurry oreo. :D

shanlovesyou




Tuesday, August 25, 2009


honey and i. ((:

HA! caught u makan!! :DDDD


CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU!!! <33333


OMG! that is seriously TASTY!!!! (stomach is hungry now) *grin*




WIND WIND WIND. what r you? where r u? ((:

Aren't it pretty?? ;DDDD


the wind looks like a heart shape to me. hahaha((: i am so addicted to a book so call 'night world'. i dunno why ling honey doesn't like it. hmph? it's a love story. haha. but every story is not related to each other. xD

The Soul Mate Principle! it's so cool. hahaha;D man man man. i wonder JCS believe there's such thing in the world. but shan shan believes. XD isn't it cool??!! and u kno.. the way the writer write it, it's so.. real. my gosh. it's really really a good book to read!! :DDDD believe me!!

Oya. Sat i went to my dad's skul reunion. it's in a hotel. i forgotten what's the name. /: btw, there's all students fr everywhere. i mean fr independent high school. of course, my sis school is still the best. :D first for everything. chong hwa man! :D i wonder why i didn't go to chong hwa. hais. kind of regret. XD but not regret having u guys!! :D

Can't wait to see my two sis again! weeee they're coming back!! i bet ling can't wait to see her bro. rite? rite? rite?? =P i hope my eldest sis dun forget my lovely cake that she promise me she'll try to bring back. :D

Mwhahahaa. (shan is not gila, seriously!!) *shan shan acting serious* ahem. omg omg!! i finish my geo project!! XD 20 pages is it more than enough?? maybe i'll add more. XD jasmineeee enjoy ur trip to redang yo! dun come back become my best buddies. (dark choc) oops. joking joking. hahaha;D My dad bought an automatic mahjong. JCPS! next time can come to my house and play. no need to use ur hand to shuffle it man! it's VERY VERY COOL! :DDD

p/s: time time time. :D love u so much. but make it slower again pleaseeeee~ ((:

shanlovesyou











Monday, August 24, 2009






HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA NG MEI!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAI MA!!!

sorry. kind of late. should be belated birthday. hahaha ;D
i lazy to post. hahaha;D btw, hope u guys have fun!!

okay. i dun really kno u guys last time, but now we are really good friends isn't it?? :D
haha. asslingg!! u ahh! make me wake up at 9.30am!! at last still din come.
u gek sei ngo ah!!! ur honey sleep at 2am u kno!! and whole night still can't sleep yesterday.
urgh. at last still need to wait till skul reopens. u ah!! i feel like chopping u!! XD
u din kesien ur honey ah!! XD

p/s: time time time. stop for awhile. i am trying to follow your pace.

shanlovesyou

Sunday, August 23, 2009

HEHE:D

Just 1 short post. hmm. holidays coming! oops. it's ald holiday. XD btw, no plans at all. most probably staying at home sleeping. xD i can sleep until 13 hours. omg. seriously. isn't it good?? XD i love holidays. but very very lonely at home. Jasmine going to Redang yo! nice place i bet. HAPPY HOLIDAYS JASMINEE MEI! ling going Penang. i think i'm not going anywhere. can't meet u there ald. :'( HAPPY HOLIDAYS TOO HONEY! Crystal. heard that she's going somewhere. but i dunno where. xD btw, HAPPY HOLIDAYS! xD okay. alot of homework to do. ling's coming to my house tmr i think? xD haha. sms me k!! =P gtg off9! bye!! :D

p/s: time stop flying. =P

shanlovesyou

Thursday, August 20, 2009

SHAN SHAN POST:D

today got a cut. u kno wut. i dun feel like doing the art project ald. ling, u can put me at the last. i dun wan any credit of it. i didn't do anything. except for paying it. =X the cut is so ... it's bleeding u kno! Ish. i'm going for a dinner on Saturday and i got a cut. )): hais. ok i cried. haha=X my mum said babies cry coz they are hungry or need to poo poo or pee pee coz they can't talk. so we cry becoz we are hurt. so i am taking advantage to cry. ((: i dun like crying coz of sad things. =P


i wan jas jas to be happy ah!! ;D jasmine, i, er pei shan, promise wont ruin ur happiness. :D i, er pei shan, will always support my mei. no matter what and where. jasminee, u no need to feel guilty or anything. everyone wants to have a better life. so if i can give u a better life. i dun mind losing a guy friend. ((: i also dun wan to lose a friend like u. rmb that. u wan me dun talk dun care dun look at him i dun mind. please. i wan u to be happy. dun be sad k. =X and dun angry at me. =P

Ling, ur post reminds me of last time. *back to 6 years old*
that time i went hong kong with my dad's friends. they are german. ((: so we went to the ocean park in hong kong. suddenly, i lost my key chain. that key chain is my eldest sister bought it for me. i hang it in on my bag. but after a long walk, i found out that i lose it. i was crying and crying. nonstop. then i rmb i keep on crying and saying 'that's fr my sis! she will scold me' something like that. so everyone helped me to find. but at last, nothing. nothing! so my dad went to the souvenirs shop and buy 1 looks like the one that i lose it.
Ling, i hope u precious everything that u have now. u dunno when u r gonna lose it. be happy. u dunno tmr wuts gonna happen. i'll help u to find in school.

p/s: i hope everything turns good.

shanlovesyou.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

LMAO

Today JCPS all online leh!! :DDDDD i hate einstein!! ish. i hope my class and dickens can win. xD oya, i am not evil. ooops i mean my eyes don't look evil! here's the conv.

Ricko: Pei shan! don't read books lah now. it's dark.
Shan: Haiya. nvm lah! hu cares~~ ((:
Ricko: Afterwards ur eyes beome more evil ah!
Shan: *swt*

Hahahaaa. Joyee lah! say my eyes evil. ish. oya. i tell u ah! prefect is not maids!! ish. they expect us to pick up things on the floor. i was like 'wth?!' i hate it lah. i am so gonna quit next year. i think?? XD

i am gonna continue reading my story book. sarah will kill me if i didn't give her back her story book be4 holidays. Hahahah. ;D i love you all JCPS!! muakz muakz muakz!! =P

p/s: JCPS must happy always k!! love u all~~ (((:

shanlovesyou

Monday, August 17, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SISTER JASMINEEEEE! ;DDDDD


Hehe! welcome to 14 years old~! ((: JCPS all finally become 14!! i promise i will give u the present ASAP!! really sorry! here we go! our story.........
1 einstein 2008. i love 1 einstein. i remember jasmineee is close to crystal. but she said the first time she went with me. maybe is true. i kind of forgotten. but i kno we are very very close dunno fr wut month. XD JCPS is always together. we laugh together, eat together, play together, sing together, tell secrets together, gossips together and lots lots lots! i remember u guys love to say GHOST STORIES! which i hate it soooo much. XD i scared lahhhh. hahaha i remember got a day maan/joyee asked ms rubini which of us is the most quiet girl, the teacher said we all look quiet! hahaha but, seriously we are not! coz we are JCPS! :DDD i hope u are happy jasmine. today is a big day. ur mum give birth u at 17/08/1995. ((: i love you jasmineeee!! seriously! u are sooooo kind! u are like soooo sweet!! =P i hope u are happy always! i am sorry for everything i've done. (if i did sumthing wrongly.) btw, today is a precious day for you. u need to spend ur time wisely k! :DDDDD anything u do, JCPS will always beside u! i hope we are always be together. no matter what. what's the bm peribahasa again... er.. wut.. we are like air tidak akan diputus or sumthing sumthing lah.. *my bm sucks so sorry! XD*
This post is meant for Jasmineeee mei only~ hahaa((:
p/s: i wish everyone around me is happy. :D
shanlovesyou.

SPCJ YO! XD

SMILE ALWAYS K JASMINEEEE!! :DDDD

tee-hee! ((: so nice! isn't it? =D

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Am i bad?

Suddenly, I really really feel that i am so far apart from u all. i feel that i'm not in that member. suddenly, i realize u all really really very very close. am i really an outsider? i dun wan to know the answer. do u kno how it feels when something cut through ur hand? the pain, the blood that coming out. that is exactly how i feel right now. why? am i really that bad? sometimes i feel like quitting. i cannot tahan ald. i dun wan to hear anything. i dun wan to hate u because i kno it's my fault. i am sorry. maybe i am just too bad. i am really really sorry. am i the last one to kno? i feel that i am useless. still got eng essay haven't do. ish. lastly, i wan to say thank you to you for everything that u done before for me.

p/s: please leave me alone.

shanlovesyou.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

I..WANNA..GO!!!!

I wanna go to Jasmineeee b'day outingggg! Urgh. sadly i can't. but i manage to lie to Linggg. xD i think? btw, i made some sweets today. kind of cacat. xD it's not perfect. it's some hong kong style sweets. ((: i will upload it next time. XD i think the outing is nice rite?? i saw lots of photos. i love it. =D i envy u all lah!! urgh.. i wan to go lala land too!! :DDDDD bored at home. nothing to do. help my mum to do cake. ish. raining heavily. man. i wish i was there. but nvm. i kno everything got next time. :DD i hope next time i can go. teehee today i went secret recipe. it seriously sucks! my gosh. i love aussie choc! Malaysia wan kind of bad. =X
Jasmineee mei: i hope u dun regret k! ((: love u always.

p/s: it's time to let go to gain new things.

shanlovesyou.

Friday, August 14, 2009


see! i love my honey~ (roses. fr honey) :D

I LOVE LING SO MUCH!

Got some stupid problems for putting the chat box. owh. damn it man! okay. today sucks! none of the girl stay back! they all went back at 2pm! left me, joyee and ian. 3 idiots doing my "plan". i do that puzzle(down there) with my dad and mum. using 4 hours to do. at last i give up doing that plan. Change another one. LOL stupid lah!!!!!! ISH. xD the they two guys are seriously a pervert!! LOL kesien me sendiri. they all talk and talk and talk about sick things. i was like 'wth?!' Shun was the one that i must say good job to him! he cleaned all out walls by himself!! THANK YOU SHUN! teehee((: but at last, 3 idiots cannot finish that damn puzzle. no one wants to bring back home~ LOL ms imi came back today. hooray! but she's not our class teacher anymore. we have ms devi~ nvm. next time then. ms devi is soooo cute! ((: she rocks!! ms imi oops i mean mrs imi~ congrats! teehee^^ we are going to do te best and wont dissapoint u man! ;D i'm sorry dickens! if shakespeare ppl scolded u guys i am here to say sorry! )): i dun wan our friendship bcome cacat lah. neighbours wut. hahaa((: i hope we can win 1 einstein class. XD hehe. fr tmr onwards our skul gonna have new couple? =D can't wait to see o. :DDDD here's some mandarin songs. SORRY JASMINEEE!! cannot go to ur outing. )): 梁文音 - 最幸福的事

你撐著雨傘 接我那次
已經足夠我 記得一輩子
我懂後來你 不是不堅持
愛情本來就 沒萬無一失
淚水離開了 你的手指
那不如讓它 留在這信紙
我想女孩子 最貼心的是
讓愛的人選 結束的方式
我最幸福的事 當過你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩飾 讓我們像當時 擁抱最後一次
最幸福的事 吹蠟燭時你總為我許願的手勢
為摯愛的人 在左邊心口保留位置 是最幸福的事
可惜愛不是 童話故事
不能夠永遠 依賴著王子
再難過其實 隻剩兩個字
我怎麼忍心 為難你解釋
我最幸福的事 當過你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩飾 讓我們像當時 擁抱最後一次
最幸福的事 吹蠟燭時你總為我許願的手勢
為摯愛的人 在左邊心口保留位置 是最幸福的事
那一陣子有你 美得不像現實
多高興每一幕 都微笑著靜止
我最幸福的事 牽著你的日子
一段愛從開始 即使分開我們 都對彼此誠實
最幸福的事 對那片海用力大喊永遠的樣子
想得起那時 那天和你傻笑著認識 是最幸福的事


AFTER.

BEFORE.

THANK YOU JOYEE! ((:

p/s: truth is write in blood. i am gonna face it.

shanlovesyou.





Wednesday, August 12, 2009

WEDNESDAY.

I have a feeling suddenly. I dunno what is it. And i dun wan to know.
Coz i kno truth is always bad. I dun wan to kno more bout that thing.
The more i think, the more i think i am bad. I feel that i am useless.
Ling having problems i can't help.
Jasmine having problems i still kept on teasing her.
Crystal having problems and i don't know.
Maybe u guys will think i am cold blooded.
I am really really sorry. Everything i've done it's just bad.
I only care for myself. When i saw Jasminee blog and Ling's;
suddenly, i feel like i am just an outsider. A person that wants to join them but can't.
I think maybe i didn't really talk to u all much. I hope we will be back like past.
Sitting around, Playing around, Throwing nuts around, Pulling skirts/shirts around..
I miss. I want. But i can't.
I hope u guys can forgive me for not understanding u all.
I'm sorry Ling.
I'm sorry Jasmine.
I'm sorry Crystal.
Don't be sad. Be brave just like me. :D
I don't want to see u guys so sad and moody and emo and .....
Smiling can makes everything bright.
See u believe or not. ((:

p/s: 如果时间可以倒转,我希望结局不是这样。

shanlovesyou.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

i finished my exam. *claps claps*

OMG. today piano exam. i can tell u one thing. i played badly today! keep on stopping. what else? scared wut. damn shity la. i expect better work. i hope i can pass that is more than enough. thank you u guys!! supporting me!! especially jasmine, ling, vonni, kai ma, alex, ian, sarah and oya my mum and my dad and my sis! ((: love you all sooooooooooo much!! (some ppl i love oni some ppl cannot love eh.. afterwards kena XD) PJ hilton. nightmare! xD i am nervous-ing just now. i stay there for 1 hour. =X at first the teacher say i switch with a gurl but at last the gurl came on time so she go in first. >,< color="#ffcc33">sweet sweet memories. i love JCPS yo! oya oya i kno how to do the rubix cube ald!! all thanks to joyee~~ deng deng deng deng~~ mwahhahahahhahaa((: i need to take 1 hour to finish the last part. i think if i still can't do it, joyee gonna go to MPH ald lo~~ *choi* xD btw, really really thank you. ((: finally finally finally. thank you time! time, you are doing a good job! ((:

p/s: i wish for more.

shanlovesyou.

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Today have piano class. i need to play infront of everyone. i mean almost of the grade 8 students and 2 grade 7 students. i was shaking and i am sweating. i am so cold. i need warm air. bla bla bla. i suck. i played badly coz i am too nervous. i am so sleepy too. i am glad that i make a new friend there. it's my junior. haha((: she's from yuk chai too. but she's oni 13 years old. 13 years old take grade 8. isn't she brilliant?! i think she is. she is kind too. i like to make friends with her. haha((: since it's like we are the youngest among all of them. got a guy form3 la but who talks with guys if we dun even kno each other rite? xD oh man. i hope that i can play well on that day. her playing is very very good. really! same song but different style. she got 128/150 for grade 7! n she thinks is very bad. i got oni 126/150. still got 4 marks then i can get a distinction! i wish her good luck on wednesday!! i hope she do well. ((: i bet she needs it too. i care about now man. i dunno. i think i am very nervous. i think vomitting is the best way? ((: my teacher is stressing me man! i kno wut she thinks. she thinks that i suck. she always put me at last. maybe she is helping me but i dunno. xD i think she doesn't me and i think she doesn't like her students be a music teacher? coz my sis is currently studying music in melbourne uni. and i dunno, the feeling is like she dun mendorong her. xD she kept on saying it's hard and bla bla bla. my parents dun like her. but i think she is good but in some ways i dun really like. btw, it's all piano. after 11/08/09, i'll be free. maybe i'll be sad or happy. see my luck on that day then. ((: oya, jasmineeee, i dunno i can go out not, but i think i can? coz on that day beaconhouse got open skul. owh. i'll try to go. ((: count down: 2 more days.

p/s: i hope time flies faster.

shanlovesyou.

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Today really pissed me off lah! Ling, Maan, Farouq and Ricko i think? went 1u. i asked them to buy baby things. then, they spent 187 bucks to buy 3 things! dress, hairband and shoe. at nite, i went 1u, u kno wut.. i saw a nice dress oni coz 70bucks maximum and still got discount. i was like wth?! i am sorry linggg. that time when i kno u guys spent soooooo much, i really really damn angry. =X sorry!!! oya, my dad bought a proton saga. lalala~ it's normal. but i prefer estima but proton's radio. coz estima radio sucks. LOL maan kept on saying he is broke. he wants me to give him his 4o bucks today! luckily my mum didn't say anything. she just say give him lah coz since he said that he has no money left and he needed the money to eat. don't his mother give him money to eat?! LOL btw, i am really chilling now. when i go 1u and saw all those baby stuff is so cheap oni, i was thinking 'why ling they all bought soooooooo expo things?!' coz my mum also went to the baby place to buy dress for my cousin sister. btw, i hope u guys kno that all the money is earned by parents not us. so dun waste money pleazeeeeeee. i wan to go 1u next week! since jasmineeee b'day is coming soon too! let's go 1u again like last year. but i hope it will be more ppl this year~ haha=P but dun sooooo many too lah. easy to ditch each and other too. xD tmr need to perform to all grade 8 students. omg. i kno i am the worst student in grade 8 and that's why my teacher ask me to play the last week coz she expect me to practice lots. i am really really very sad coz seriously, i am the lousy wan and my teacher think so too. i am scared. i am really lack of confidence. omg. i think i really need to celebrate after my piano exam if i did well;if i don't, i think i will be like last year, cry in the room. but this time no sister to teman me. not like last year still got my second sis. )): lonely ah lonely. gtg, nighty nitez! sweet dreams everyone! ((: Count down:3 more days/

shanlovesyou

Friday, August 7, 2009

shan shan blog yo!

I hate blogging. LOL! I blog just because i am bored. Btw, nothing BIG happen today? xD Normal like usual. Time really flies.
Omg. I can't stop thinking bout it. My piano exam. I played so badly and.... i can't believe i am going to take exam in 4 more days. Do i have enough time? hais. I dun care. I hope that on that day i will play well, everything goes fine. There is more than enough. I am not greedy i think? Just for one day. One day please. Oh gosh. I hope i dun ruin everything.
I dunno what to post and i dun feel like posting now. Not in a mood to post. XD 4 more days. Lets count down. Btw, let u guys hear some nice songs.
But ling can't understand since it's in mandarin. Sorry~ will find one english song that is nice and got meaning. ((: The name of this song is 防盜鎖. I'll try to post songs. Since i suck in blogging. ((:

說穿了不是什麼大事情
說穿了不過自己去看電影
說穿了只是睡醒看不到你
你放心離去 我不要緊
#為什麼莫名有種矛盾的情緒 
給了你祝福又盼望你回心轉意 
他給的幸福你從笑容就能說明 
我還憑什麼關心 
怎麼你不抗拒
*感情沒有防盜鎖 
愛走不到盡頭 
不後悔付出過 
各自回家的路試著不再難過 
變得成熟 
是我能安慰自己唯一的收穫 
就離開我 
別回過頭 
不要用從前看以後 
我猜是我的錯 
愛怎麼被偷走 
那只是個感受 
如果離開是愛你最後的承諾 
多年以後 
偶爾記得那瘋狂不成熟的我 
不說穿了 
不要結果Repeat #,*
不偽裝了
我的難過

shanlovesyou.